SFE Tav - I’m still crazy

Sfe tav, you know

★ verse ★
I wish that i could change your past, but i can’t so i’m leavin
I ain’t gon lie, it hurts me bad, i wanna stay but you evil
I can’t tolerate them lies, off disrespect i get even
Ain’t no nigga cut like me, the way i am you can’t teach

★ chorus ★
I watched my brother take his last breath and couldn’t even help him
I mention you in all my songs, sometimes it make me feel better
Wish i could tell you bout this bitch and how i keep gettin jealous
I’m just hopin that she change, i told my momma she special
You been dead over a year, so it’s green whеn i text you
I text you evеry holiday, it hurts you don’t get the message
Your girl admitted that she cheated at your service, that’s selfish
And she ain’t cry when she did it so don’t you cry up in heaven

★ verse ★
I know you posted that on purpose, wanted me to see you was with a nigga
Actin like you don’t know how i get, actin like you don’t think ima kill him
I tried to get around hatin myself, too many times i got distant
I don’t know if it’s just from that because my niggas know i’m spinnin
And you know i’m with it, maybe it’s best i don’t got no children
I’m still in the city, i’m never home, i’m never chillin
I’m tryna catch him slippin, i can barely focus on my million
And my girl don’t get it, i can’t use no life360
Aye hold on, aye don’t play this back
She tried to trap him with a baby, but he made a killin
He said the last time he seen his son was through abortion clinics
If he gon do that to his baby, imagine all you niggas
He felt the heartbeat and all but he a selfish nigga
He says sometimes it bring him down but he know why he did it
If that girl wanted the moon, he woulda ran to get it
But she lied in all her stories, she made him the villain
I wanna love you but my heart ain’t right
I don’t be wakin up early, just can’t sleep at night
His anxiety be makin him feel like he gon die
Been through too much, so when i’m happy, it all be on my mind
I lie to myself, how can i trust someone else
How could you leave me right here after all that i did
You ain’t replacin this shit, i’ll kill myself if you leave
You ain’t gon do that to me, think you should cut off your friends
They ain’t good for your soul, all them parties and shit
Baby, just stay in, why you got on your clothes
And give me your phone, this the life that you chose
Don’t be scared of me, you should already know

★ break ★
Aye, leave all of that there, i don’t wanna hear it
I’m sure

★ chorus ★
I watched my brother take his last breath and couldn’t even help him
I mention you in all my songs, sometimes it make me feel better
Wish i could tell you bout this bitch and how i keep gettin jealous
I’m just hopin that she change, i told my momma she special
You been dead over a year, so it’s green when i text you
I text you every holiday, it hurts you don’t get the message
Your girl admitted that she cheated at your service, that’s selfish
And she ain’t cry when she did it so don’t you cry up in heaven