ZOTiYAC - 10. Revenge

★ intro ★
The more that i sit, the more that i sink
The more that i drink, the more that i think
The more that i'm awake, the more that i blink
How much i can take, the more that i think
The more that i survive, the more i despise
The more i endure, the more i realize
The more i go through, i know that i'm human
The more i fuck up, i know i'm alive
The more that you talk, the more that i sigh
The more niggas hate, the more that i thrive
I try to relate, i don't even side
Can't do that no mo★ re ★, it's nothing to find
A matter of time, i wonder if i'm, a matter at all
Don't tell me a lie
The more that i trust, the more that i try
The more that i love, the more that i die
You know what i hate? these whores and these sluts
The more that i make, the more that she fuck
It only go up, the more i go up
But if it go down, i ain't finna duck
But that shit on drop, put that in the box
Take that to the bank, go get you a stock
Think you seein me? go get them binoculars
Bitch, in the ocular, it's only i
I can't relax, i don't wanna flop
I don't wanna move, but i don't wanna stop
I dont wanna be, like everyone else
I don't wanna play, but i won't wanna watch
I don't do the jigs, i don't do the jokes
Go get you a zip, if you want some smoke
You wanna be street? go get you some dough
You fucking with me? go get you a rope
If you finna fight, you ain't finna make it
The ak a chance , and you destined to take it
I think it's a glitch in the matrix
I see niggas fidgeting-shacking, i see niggas itching and brake
But he isn't escaping
I think it's a glitch in the simulation, much is be mercury-retrograding
In a house of glass, you wouldn't break the wall, yo volume flat
Soft interior behind the mask, that's why they act so bad
They don't even like theyselves, no wonder why they act so sad
Everyday i'm dying slow, no wonder i act so fast

★ chorus ★
Ion get no sleep, i see demons yea they coming after me
Shhh
You gon see, you gon die, you gon bleed
You gon see, you can cry, you can weep
But they won't hear you scream
You gon see, revenge feel sweet
Everything feel better when there ain't no feeling
Who you be?
Oh you bout it, we gon see
You gon die, you gon bleed.. you gon see

★ verse 1 ★
Oh revenge is the satisfaction
I think nah, who made this shit attractive?
I think pac the same nigga told me hit him up
He told me stop and now the question ain't "why?"
It's "why not?"
Why wouldn't i work my ass off, why wouldn't i try
When i ain't got a reason to be here except to die
If you objectify, life, put your pride to the side
You will see what really lies, everything is really lies
And really it ain't much to count on besides the time
Far wasted, i'd die the same death a thousand times
I ain't out my mind, i'm just out my body and my scalp is fine
I just picture my revenge as i remember columbine
Alone, i get the darkest
Feel like i'm stuck inside the target
How i'm fighting my own self, and i'm still having to face charges
How i'm taking this shit step by step and still feel like i'm crawling
Should be walking, shit exhausting, only wish that i could pause it
I was taught that you a target no matter what if you balling
And when you black on top of that, this shit really a bargain
Sometimes we get affected by some shit we ain't causing
It's funny how often life make you contemplate a coffin
It's funny how constantly how i imagine my ascension
And speak on it so loosely niggas think that i'm pretending
But if they only knew the reason behind my intentions
I'm really only here cause i wanna know the ending

★ chorus ★
Ion get no sleep, i see demons yea they coming after me
Shhh
You gon see, you gon die, you gon bleed
You gon see, you can cry, you can weep
But they won't hear you scream
You gon see, revenge feel sweet
Everything feel better when there ain't no feeling
Who you be?
Oh you bout it, we gon see
You gon die, you gon bleed.. you gon see