Goddess FIJI - Mental Health
4am in my bed alone with the thoughts in my head
Im just breaking down while no one is awake
If you wonder how’s my heart, i let you take a guess
Cleaning up my past, making future a mess
I live im the present but everyday is a test
( verse 1 )
Im still up all night but now i got no one to tell
I was the one you called or the one you yelled to
I listened to all your rent
We were supposed to be
But now i don’t where you went to
I knew i was to fell
Was scared like it was supposed to fail
But i still believe in you
I promised i was gonna wait
I promised i would protect you
Im asking for advice & everyone
Tells me i should let you
( verse 2 )
You the only person i didn’t find boring
Stayed up for you everyday till like 5 in the morning
If you left this earth just tap my shoulder & tell me keep it going
If you in mental health don’t listen to em your the strongest
You did too much, you handled it, you need some help
But this not yo place
I wish you find someone who really loves you to talk you face to face
I wanna offer you that life sorry it came to mess
Ik you regret not taking that flight
But please don't you stress
You’ll be having my kids or i won’t do em
Your proud to be my stalker but you respectful so you don’t do it
But you got all rights to me
( verse 3 )
What you wanna see?
My convos, my history?
My past is your mystery?
You present be my misery
I wanna change your life into a dream
Heal the wounds i won’t put cream
Make you smile, not wipe your tears
Make laugh, or feel my cheers
If im the king you are the queen
( outro )
You say you cry too much but
Its not wrong to do that
Just don’t lament on yourself or think that you’re too bad
You don’t need to please anyone
You gave me your only trust right before i took that
I’ll cherish you, treat you like a goddess i would never overlook ya
We both dealing with mental health issues
When i look back
I noticed we always helped each other
Im not gonna lie i wanna make your soul mine
But i want to be fair so she had to took mine
One day we’ll be back looking back in love just like it really took time
Took time (x5)
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