Will2Live - My Turn

All my friends left me but it's my turn
Oh yeah it’s my turn now
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Leaving the world i used to know
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Oh yeah it’s my turn now
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Leaving the world i used to know

It's my senior year and the friend group is dead
I thought it would stay alive but we cut off it's head
Not just the main one but all the others as well
Yeah my senior year sounds like it's going swell
I've lost all of the friends that i just made
Just cause they didn't make a 13th grade
Life seems to fly by and one day i'll die
I wanna lie here and mourn over the lie that is life
Feel more lost every second i’m not found
It feels like this world has been turned around
As soon as i feel found everything flips
As soon as i feel found everything slips
And it falls all the way down under the ground
I’m searching but i tripped on my way down
I'm so lost but i guess they don’t mind
I guess that's my cue to leave this behind
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Oh yeah it's my turn now
All my friends left me but it’s my turn
Leaving the world i used to know
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Oh yeah it's my turn now
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Leaving the world i used to know

That was the last time i'll ever see your face
I'll hold my feelings and put them in their place
Maybe the past 12 years were just a waste
Did i learn anything from the problems that i faced
Everything is changing and that's my worst fear
Nothing will stay the same for more than a year
Seems like nobody wants to stick around
Seems like everything is weighing me down
Trying to keep me from leaving the ground
Push me under water to watch me drown
Will i get up and stand for myself
Or rely on someone else's help
I'm feeling worse than usual
And usual is terrible
Maybe one day usual will be a good thing
But until then i'll just let my mind overthink
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Oh yeah it's my turn now
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Leaving the world i used to know
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Oh yeah it's my turn now
All my friends left me but it's my turn
Leaving the world i used to know

Why didn't the summer vibes stay true
If they tell you the same they lied to you
Lost more in 2 months than in 16 years
And i let go of hope and i cling to the fears
Less than a year till my life is flipped completely
I'm terrified that these changes are gonna hurt me
All my friends left me but now it's my turn to leave
I'm about to graduate and see the world differently
School's almost done and i'm left with useless knowledge
Now all my classmates are applying for college
This world is passing quicker by the minute
And i can't help but wait around in it
Like these moments are gonna wait on me
Like this life i live would want to stay with me
I know it's glad to rid itself of me
I know how much he's hated me