Ice C.R.E.A.M. Bundy - Silencio

Hook:
Need some quiet time
Looking for any sign
That I'm doing fine
Trying to find
Some peace of mind

1st Verse:
After what seems like a lifetime, I'm sober
And thoughts are taking over
For years been telling myself: no regrets
And it's been correct - as of yet
However, I'm ready for change now
Looking at my reflection, feeling estranged - wow
Everybody depressive now, burned out
Never believed in that shit but as it turns out - I might be. Geez
'Cause, see, just because you don't believe, doesn't mean that it don't exist
That's an opponent your fists won't hit
Return to your corner discouraged
Big bad boy, pucker up them lips, kiss
Yourself goodbye cos Bundy don't live in that state of mind, no more
So, what am I fighting for? Shit, remind me, though
This ain't about no dough or hoes, no. Recognition or competition, nope
I'm simply trying to find my flow
Hook:
Need some quiet time
Looking for any sign
That I'm doing fine
Trying to find
Some peace of mind

2nd Verse:
Too much noise around me so I killed it
Numb, my choice allowed me to not feel shit
But it destroyed all grounds, plead that I will get
Back to joy, allow me to self-heal, fix
All the things that broke every time I yielded
Pull some strings, I hope, that in time those sealed lips
Will form words again that bear no ill will
Towards an old friend, that's rare and it'll feel
Somewhat like old times, when we first met
Reminisce about old lines that take us back
At least that's how it plays out when I go through it
It's likely, though, that it'll fade out, so screw it
If it were to be different, it would be, I suppose
We all be focused and should be ★ on ★ problems of our own
Somehow it's both pleasant and unsettling - I'm torn
See, I’m just trying to find my balance but more...

Hook:
Need some quiet time
Looking for any sign
That I'm doing fine
Trying to find
Some peace of mind