J Reno - Unstable

★ intro: j reno ★
Mentally unstable, there's no telling when we might go
Off like a bomb in the middle of the night
So often i'm gone feeling lost and alone
And these thoughts in my dome just won't let me live my life so

★ verse 1: j reno ★
Many days i ain't in control of my brain
Emotions are strained, feeling hopeless and vain, always there pain
Going insane, i've been gone, i've been wrong
On the commune sipping the flavor aid with jim jone
My thoughts warped into a storm of negativity
I am my only enemy, there's no need for empathy
Walking a thin line between calm and a mental patient
And everyday i've gotta wear a fucking mask like i'm jason
Hiding the fact that i'm merely seconds away from a complete meltdown
And i know that when the day comes somebody gon' say something
And not realize it was their last words, hope you made peace with the man in the sky
I can't regulate and i don't trust the medication
And millions of people feel the same way son
I'm never shocked when i turn on the news
Don't be surprised by explosions when you lightin' a fuse

★ chorus: j reno ★
Mentally unstable, there's no telling when we might go
Off like a bomb in the middle of the night
So often i'm gone feeling lost and alone
And these thoughts in my dome just won't let me live my life so
Mentally unstable, there's no telling when we might go
Off like a bomb in the middle of the night
So often i'm gone feeling lost and alone
And these thoughts in my dome just won't let me live my life so

★ verse 2: j reno ★
Erratic thought patterns cause the serotonin to drop
And a freshly caught human bring the levels back up
I told my therapist that i constantly think of death
Insomni while i'm vibing with the voices in my head
They never really agree, it's honestly quite a mess
I'm constantly fighting stress and wonder why i'm depressed
I think i might be possessed, my demons still haunt the rest
They're eating away the heart that's deep inside of my chest
The reaper's dining on flesh, there's no peace to be found here
It be a lot safer to keep from around here
'cause anybody who may feel like me could be
Seconds away from a murderous spree
I brand this shit certified lunatic, been diagnosed
Too much evil energy out here tryna find a host
And i ain't interested in killing myself
So when this shit goes south i take it out on everyone else

★ chorus: j reno ★
Mentally unstable, there's no telling when we might go
Off like a bomb in the middle of the night
So often i'm gone feeling lost and alone
And these thoughts in my dome just won't let me live my life so
Mentally unstable, there's no telling when we might go
Off like a bomb in the middle of the night
So often i'm gone feeling lost and alone
And these thoughts in my dome just won't let me live my life so