heartstopmiami - an actual cry for help
Is a joke i’ll never get
I smile in the day and
Spend a night full of regret
I hate being in this room
It’s colorful, yet fucking sad
Sometimes i wish as a kid
I had listened to my dad
His wisdom wasn’t bad
I was just ignant
And angry that i had a dad
I can makes things better
But i won’t, it makes me mad
Kids can’t see me walking
‘cause i blend in with the plastic bags
My friends all think that i’m a cool guy
When will they know that i ain’t a cool guy
When will they know that i ain’t a good guy
When will they know that i tell a good lie
I wanna fix myself but i’ve become so lazy
I sleep in school all day then sleep at homе it’s fucking crazy
My self esteem is dropping and i think my girlfriend hatеs me
I hate my fucking life and at this point i might just blame me
And this album shit is killing me
Real life is drilling me
Jealous of shit happening
Why does it look like that?
And all that anger is still in me
Happiness is rare to me
How can i prepare to be
Someone who ain’t this bad
Help me, i'm so empty
Help me, feel complete
Help me
I’ve held this burden for too long
I could just ignore it, but that feels wrong
I need someone, to get me out of this state
Before i put a fucking bullet in my head
And i’m done done
You dumb fuck
Bitches
Look at me like i’m okay
I bully my own self, words hurt a lot, don’t they?
I wish i could travel back in time it’d feel so great
To hug my fucking dad and tell him, i’m gonna be okay
My friend told me i’ve changed, but i’m just less of a nicer person
I’m just less of an actual person
I wish i was an actual person
Sometimes i wish i took those meds
Maybe i’d have good dreams when i go to bed
I just wanna see you and i be best friends
But that’ll never happen ‘cause my love is dead
Fake smile, fake laughs
Hit em with the
Fake love, fake personality
Fake smile, fake laughs
Hit em with the
Fake love
I’m the monster in my dreams
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