ABG Rocky - Soul Kry

I really don’t even know where to start from
I mean i guess i can start somewhere like 2013

That’s the year that god took my mama from me, she passed away
Mane i swear that was the saddest day
Cause i was on my way to the hospital before i heard the news
Paid for my food, got a phone call, code blue, then her soul flew
What the hell am i suppose to? i lost my mama
She the only one i talk to about this drama
My family grieving, i ain’t have a shoulder i could cry on
My bitch was trying to fuck somеbody else, i can’t rely on hеr
Suicidal, gun to my head, henny in my kidneys
Thanking suge, thanking booby
Thanking monica and lindsey that i didn’t do it
Then i find out i’m gone be a daddy
Til’ this day twin the only one that keep me happy
Single father and i keep my bread up
Mama in my dreams saying rocky keep yo head up
In and out of court just like it’s game 7, stressed out
Everytime i close my eyes i’m having nightmares of getting stretched out
But let me tell you something crazy
Last year i found out the father that named me and raised me ain’t the same one that made me
I remember him, i ain’t seen that mane since i was younger
Truth be told l always thought that he was working with my mama
I wanted for to see him just to talk to him and be around him
But he died 10 months prior to me finding out about him
And what’s fucked up is everybody around me knew about it
But i don’t give a fuck because a biggie blessing came up out it
I don’t fuck with these niggas cause they act like bitches
And i don’t fuck with these bitches because they only see riches
She text me everyday talking bout she love me
She lying cause she fucking on me and fucking my buddy
People only hit me up when they need favors, i just wanna spend some time
Feeling all this pain make me wanna start crying
But i’m a thug and i can’t see them coming down my eyes
So i gotta let my soul cry
I gotta let my soul cry

I jumped up off the porch when i was five and since then it’s been danger
Why the fuck am i still dealing with this pain and all this anger
I been praying everyday, i been staying out the way
Everyday it’s a new fucking problem on my plate
It should be a steak but it’s always bullshit
They tell me go to church but it’s some devils on that pulpit
I vent to people and they don’t do nothing but call other people, laugh about it
Open up that blue app, write a fucking stat about it
Then they lie about it
My tears dried up so i really just can’t cry about it

So i’m gone let my soul cry

I ain’t cheat first but i cheated too
You gave me every reason to
So many sacrifices just to be with you
Then ghost me when i needed you
Real shit, skylar is the only one i’m missing
I refuse to let my brother booby go back to that prison
I be missing smitty, i ain’t really seen him lately
Wishing he was by my side just like my lil’ .380
Toya is the closest thing to a mama, then it’s mrs. connie
But that love us not the same, lord why you take her from me
All you gave us was 23 years
Spent a whole lot of nights crying all of my tears
So i’m gone let my soul cry
Lord why
(i can’t see them coming down my eyes)
So i’m gone let my soul cry