dylan lotus - impaled
I been through too much
Tryna do too much
Feel my world just decay as I'm growing up
Spirals swirling away, brain is blowing up
Tryna hurl all my pain, I been throwing up
★ Pre-Chorus: dylan lotus ★
I just been too fucked up to remember
The times I gave soul back up for the devil
I take a couple puffs, I'm not more than a vessel
I'm thinkin' way too much, I'll just go fuckin' mental
★ Chorus: dylan lotus ★
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing more than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to get them
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing morе than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to gеt them
★ Verse: byekento ★
And I been tryna find my way back
If you really love me
Why the fuck ain't you just say that
I know I'm still caught up in my head
I can't escape yet, chase a pay check
Still alive, but I'm looking for my fucking grave damn
And I know that it's still gon' be the fucking same
I know I won't ever change
I know I'm the bad guy
So I stay inside my lane
Fuck no I ain't reaching out
But I still wish they heard me now
I know that I let 'em down
It's all my fault so I stay alone
Never had a place to go
Never had a place like home
Always somewhere dosing off
I could never let it show
Nothing but a sacrifice
Know it's all inside my mind
All this time to figure me out
★ Chorus: dylan lotus ★
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing more than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to get them
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing more than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to get them (T-Them)
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dylan lotus - Running
{Chorus: Killval} Run away, i can't go back She's insane now i know that ? my heart starts missing When i'm running from her Bet she will keep chasing
dylan lotus - Fall for you
{Verse} I've been so done I'm sick of this Sixteen years gone And i need sixteen to rest I've been so low Scars on my wrist I can't
dylan lotus - Taking me
I'm trapped inside my brain Can you get away from you tend to bring pain to me and... I've been trapped inside my grave Lately it's been making me like the devil always
dylan lotus - Worth it
I don't want love anymore, can't take it I don't want to trust anymore, can't make it I don't know what i'm looking for, i hate this I don't know
dylan lotus - going down
{Chorus} I don’t wanna come down I can’t get over it now 'Cause I been smoking too much And all the monsters come out I’m going down, I’m going down I’m
dylan lotus - Issue
{chorus} I don't listen to you or anything you've ever said to me I don't need an issue 'cause that's all you ever want to be Money don't talk
dylan lotus - Rock Bottom
Yeah i hit rock bottom but it'll be okay And i fuck with your friends but you should just stay Pop a perk, make it a {?} I can decide if you are only a fan You can
dylan lotus - Volcano
Erupt like a volcano You are my demise High of some Fuego You are not so nice I'm not ready to tangle Too high have a price Sweet like some mango You fooled me
dylan lotus - Karma's a bitch
{intro} Yeah, yeah I know that karma's a bitch I know that shit exist, oh no {verse 1} I know that karma's a bitch I know that that
dylan lotus - fault
{Chorus} Don’t wanna hear your voice at all I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t talk I end up bleeding on the walls I fight these demons all your fault Don’t wanna hear your