ThatMilkBoy - Fallin out

Will i ever be the same again
Wish i could forget your name
I said i wouldn’t play those games
But here we go again
I took a breath whenever i could
Tried to stop myself from drowning
I did everything that i could
You let yourself down from
Cloud nine, and
Never put the work in, grinding
Looking for the silver lining
Almost saw our worlds aligning
But they won’t
Never had a thought worth hiding
I can’t make you mine when fighting
If we’re gonna make it you’re deciding
But now you’re gone

Never had a falling out before i fell in love
Even when i gave it all i never was enough
Roses show their thorns as soon we’re carrying them with gloves
Pretty pictures on the wall is never all there was

I’ll try to reach escape velocity
The way she’s mad at no atrocity
I’ll try to make her an apostrophe
Turning my grief to animosity
Like jay z said on encore i was far too kind
No thank you for your help, whatever never mind
This isn’t what they meant when they said love is blind
Next time she’ll read the stars i know who she will find
I’m tryna restore balance, shrink said i should anchor in reality
I’m checking on myself like i was taking out a salary
Dark thoughts have weighed me down this pen will make me lose some calories
It’s like she left me hanging, now my love is at the gallery
I told her i would write about us, turn us to a song
Now she say i didn’t fight for her, i’d fight for her like kong
She’s the center of attention what the string is to a thong
She forgave her ex for cheating while i never did her wrong
I said i love you how could you forget, somehow made her upset
Read the title it’s a love song, can’t explain what you won’t get
Would have wished she’d have some trust in me if not then take a bet
For me the faith in us built patience like a monk inside tibet
My shrink’s a vet the way i bitch but where’s the keys
To unlock some tranquility from handling this grief
See while my love was taking root she couldn’t see the forest for the trees
I should have told her if you’re taking aim you must prepare to squeeze
See i
Never had a falling out before i fell in love
Even when i gave it all i never was enough
Roses show their thorns as soon we’re carrying them with gloves
Pretty pictures on the wall is never all there was