Carlix Rin - Graduation
Graduation
★ verse ★
I woke up with my sister yelling through the door
“you’ve only got 20 to get ready, no more”
I quickly brushed my hair and got ready in time
I asked if we were taking her car, she said mine
We got there at 11, hundreds of people there
Out of the four i recognized, i was still scared
★ verse ★
We sat down next to the pink flowers
The brochure showed a family, ours
I checked on the list to see if i
Recognized any of the names
★ verse ★
My anxiety started to soar when i saw your name on the list
10 months have passed since i last saw you, scary coincidence
My hands started to shake as i pointed out your name to my sister and she said to chill
There’s no way that that could be the same person that i had history with
★ verse ★
The line walked in, felt a pain in my shin as i saw it was you
I felt nauseous ‘cause it looked real sus, that i was there
The worst part was when they called on us, to please stand up
They talked about my mom and how she was strong, but i felt like ****
★ bridge ★
Hi there, how are you, and how have you been
Ma’am i promise that i’m not here for him
Of course, of all things you’d be here somehow
Don’t worry i wish i weren’t here right now
I was so scared, so lost in my head
Heard the sirens getting closer instead
★ verse ★
My mom deserved to rest in peace, i thought my secret would be leaked and all i would feel was shame
I thought a certain someone would stand up in front of everyone and angrily curse my name
Say "thank you" to her for letting my mom’s name stay in that positive light
I didn’t have the will to bite, i still don’t have the will to fight, if i had been exposed, i probably would’ve been killed on sight
★ verse ★
As you can see, you can see clearly, i’m not happy
The pain in my heart left me falling apart it’s hard to believe
I wish i could say i was ever okay, but now that i think
When was i last not stuck in the past, i’m always on the brink
★ outro ★
Graduation
All my trauma surrounds
Graduation
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