AL Treble - Anxiety and a Suicidal Mindset

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Stuck in the same, miserable, walking-dead-tired boat
Heartbreaking anxiety
Dreading almost every single thing that was happening with this life
This putrid existence

Fight that shit every day or else it becomes a vicious cycle
Don’t let this fucking world win
What i cannot stand is when someone tells me "Change your life" Tou'll feel better"
Everything is wrong i know

Suicidal thoughts in the past
Feels like Dejavu
Atleast i rеmembered i survivеd that past, again
I'm getting used to this suicidal ideation
I don't trust my luck either

Fight that shit every day or else it becomes a vicious cycle
But this fucking world keeps winning
What i cannot stand is myself, from all the denial and the zone
That i think was better
That i think was better

This feeling doesn't last
This feeling doesn't last
This feeling doesn't last
This feeling doesn't last
What was i going to lose anyway?
 
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