PrivateFuneral - Remedies

★ chorus: astronaut husband ★
Carolina on my schedule
Sammy lives there for the summer
Carolina on my schedule
Sammy lives there for the summer

★ verse: privatefuneral ★
Open that door or i'm kicking it in
I got no recollection, i'm drowning in sin
And i ask for forgiveness, i pray and i win
But i fall back into it again, and again
I don't know how i can live with myself
I don't know how i ain't killing myself
I'm telling myself i can't love no one else, but i'm falling for shawties in love with my wealth
And i do it for fun, but i'm keeping it stealth
Cause' that's what it do to you, killing your health
Keeping that glock and that clip on my shelf incase i wanna murder these demons myself
Demons be telling me i got no worth, but i know it's a lie cause' it's written in dirt
And i don't wanna die, but i don't wanna hurt
I keep feeling entrapped by myself, it's a curse
Going to class and i'm making new enemies just for existing, i'm looking for remedies
Sometimes i wanna die, look for infinity
I'm finding hell inside codeine, it's killing me
My homies smoking it up like some chimneys
Fighting temptation is growing humidity
I cannot lie, i loved when she looked in my eyes and told me she hates me with everything she has inside
Cause' i saw through all the disguise
These demons live under your lies
They're tryna escape but you bury them, marry them
One day you're gon' have to carry them
Coffin's expensive, these funerals happily sharing them
Funerals happily sharing them
Aye, i cannot lie, i loved when she looked in my eyes

★ chorus: astronaut husband ★
Carolina on my schedule
Sammy lives there for the summer
Carolina on my schedule
Sammy lives there for the summer