MaeThePirate - fuck getting better, I want to get worse
Fuck getting better, i want to get worse
I'll skip every meal, 'cause i like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
Wanna sneak out at night
And run so far away
★ post-chorus ★
Till my phone loses service
So i'll crack the screen
I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
And i won't return until i've found my purpose
If i die out there, i deserved it
★ verse 1 ★
Sell all my things
And i'll backpack to jersey
Under a different name, no one can hurt me
I'll ignore everyonе who reaches out
I'm, i'm busting out
★ chorus ★
Fuck getting bеtter, i want to get worse
Skip every meal, 'cause i like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
Wanna sneak out at night
And run so far away
★ post-chorus ★
Till my phone loses service
So i'll crack the screen
I'll douse my belongings in gasoline
And i won't return until i've found my purpose
If i die out there, i deserved it
★ verse 2 ★
Maybe the reason that everyone leaves
Is that i'm too hard to please
I want to improve but baby i'm losing myself in the dark
In the dark
★ bridge ★
I keep getting worse but i should get better
It's too fucking hard to keep my shit together
I wanna give up
I wanna break down
I push them away, then wish they were around
So maybe the reason that everyone leaves
Is that i'm too hard to please
I want to improve but baby i'm losing myself in the dark
★ chorus ★
'cause fuck getting better, i want to get worse
I'll skip every meal, 'cause i like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
Wanna sneak out at night
And run so far away
And run away
★ outro ★
Fuck getting better, i want to get worse
Skip every meal, 'cause i like how it hurts
Wanna block all my friends
Wanna drink myself silly
But i've got to improve
If i wanna love living
I've got to improve
If i wanna love living
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MaeThePirate - Trauma
{verse 1} You're a catastrophic entity You never ever let me breathe You try to control everything you touch I think i loved you though I cannot lie
MaeThePirate - Apathy Anthem
{intro} I don't care if i die, yet i somehow survive Guess i'm just a little joke in god's eyes {verse 1} Wake up to my morning coffee
MaeThePirate - I HOPE YOUR CAR BREAKS DOWN
{Intro} I hope your car breaks down On the 10 East Bound I hope your ex gets happily married And has beautiful kids {Verse 1} (Yeah woo)
MaeThePirate - Westside
{verse 1} I was on the westside staring at the sunlight When something deep inside changed In the city of the famous, masked behind my plainness I was nameless (i was
MaeThePirate - Fuck the feds
{Verse 1} What do you wanna be when you grow up? I think I wanna be happy isn't that enough? I think youth is overrated, overrated (overrated) 'Cause whoever
MaeThePirate - Bang bang bitch
{Verse 1} I live in California with the rich If they think you're pretty They think you're a bitch Always a competition No one can win No matter what
MaeThePirate - I Wish You Were Dead
{verse 1} Sometimes i think i was born a monster No one rational would ever want her Drag my feet, i can't sleep, with these ghosts in my head
MaeThePirate - Fake Happy Faces on the TV
{Verse 1} Insincerity, inequality, insecurity Fake happy faces on the TV screen Fake happy faces on the TV screen Fake happy faces on the TV screen
MaeThePirate - Actress
{Verse 1} Let me sing you a lullaby so you can sleep well The night is not kind, when you're by yourself {Pre-Chorus} There's something about the
MaeThePirate - Atlantic
{verse 1} You're in a different time zone (time zone) I don't know why i cry about (why i cry about it though) it though You chose to explore time and space (explore
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Biography
She began music at around the age of 10 and has been creating and composing music from a young age. She grew up in Montclair, New Jersey.
Her stage name (MaeThePirate) comes from her love of video games and her heritage.
She also incorporates her cello in every song. So keep an ear out for that.
She hopes and wants her music to be a safe place for those seeking escape from everyday life.
And focuses on her lyrics to have uplifting words and transform negative aspects of life into positives.