G Rider - Confessions

★ verse 1 ★
Reflections of a lifetime, sections of my lifeline
Checking on my blessings for the sake of a pipeline
Through this insanity, i'm damned but i'm free
Am i blessed or a curse? impossible to see
Living like a g but i can't see a thing
Emotions are like childhood memories fleeting
I feel everything and nothing at the same time
Yet i'm shining bright like lightning at the game time
It's weird how better now i can't feel
It's weird how the never ending truth can be revealed
I've taken many paths, i've walked many roads
I've burned in the fyre and lavished in the gold
I've counted many blessings and even more regrets
You don't regret a thing but i never could forget
Everything inside of me that's led me to this point in time
Body and emotions shackle the mind
Is it evolution or is it just a task?
Step into society, i could wear many masks
You can't see the true me, i struggle to see you
We're all inside the same journey, i'm lost within my view
Lack of understanding leads to seclusion
Drugs and easy money form delusions
Solutions aren't easy, theories can't be proved
If destiny holds conflict, peace gets cast askew
The meaning of nothing is exactly that
The meaning of everything is the same, in fact
If you're struggling with divinity, i feel bad for you, son
I got 99 problems but my faith ain't one
Everything experienced for reasons i can't question
Each side of each degree is a lesson

★ hook x4 ★
A square and a compass can be used for many reasons
I make a map to navigate the seasons

★ verse 2 ★
So many directions, so many paths
But only one god of mercy and wrath
What is the reason for existence?
Is the reason for existence or circling atoms?
But that's the way it has to be, yet we try and ponder why
The sin within calamity disgrace within our eyes
The ebb and flow we'll never know i learn and then forget
When hurtling back to physical and back to astral death
So we need mystic tools to navigate the path
Focus fellowships, lessons of the craft
The end of existence is a point of a compass
The second point is birth, calculate circumference
Square and a compass can be used for many reasons
I make a map to navigate the seasons
Yes, i make mistakes but i try to be honest
Yes, i am so moody but i try to be honest
Yes, i reflect on my life, introspect
And wonder why it's happening and how can i protect
My soul from evil actions, shield myself from pain?
Role of the reaction: confusion's long reign
My faith is all i have, my belief in the lord
I try to stay true, i try to be warm
And kindhearted in all my interactions
But my only true satisfaction
Is knowledge of god's love, knowledge divine
There's no way to explain in the simple form of rhyme
Forgiveness is an art that is considered holy
Simplicity apart, zenned out and holy
I turn back to god with all my devotions
Slowly inching closer to my fatal promotion