Eli.Vli - Complacency Interlude

It's so
Easy to kill
Hard to forgive

If i go ginst my will
Would love me so still
If i ain’t keep it reall
Would you fold
Would you peel

If i ain't know my way
Could i depend on your flame
Would you turn your back
If my love brought you pain

(balls up paper in frustration)

I get so complacent
When i know i'm meant for more
Writers block
Got me treating rapping like a chore
Momma heard me rapping
She say son are you sure
Whatever keeps me
From knocking on your door
Whatever keeps me in the bed
And not the floor
Whatever keeps those listening ears
Coming back for more
I get bored
Let it leak
Let it pour
Only time i switched
Is when i went from dodge to ford

Or was it ford to dodge
It don’t matter what i drive
Cause they both in my garage
I'm the heartbeat of the motion
Tryna keep this shit alive
I put people in positions
Where all they had to do was thrive
Shit at least i tried

They gone say i'm selfish
And claim that they're deprived
Wrestle with emotions
Cut em off or let it slide
Even then they won't care
Not until i die
When i can't smell the roses
They can't see those tears i cried
I'm alright
I swear i’ll be alright
But tonight
I’m gone let you fuss and fight
I'm gone let you scream kick
I’m gone let you call your friends
So you can tell em
I'm a bitch
I'm gone let them tell you leave
So you can know that i ain't shit
I’m gone throw shit in your face
So i know you won't forget

I get so complacent
When i know i'm meant for more
Writers block
Got me treating rapping like a chore
Momma heard me rapping
She say son are you sure
Whatever keeps me
From knocking on your door
Whatever keeps me in the bed
And not the floor
Whatever keeps those listening ears
Coming back for more

I get bored
Let it leak
Let it pour

I used to rap for peace
Never thought it'd open doors
Pray i touch a stage
Or even open up these tours
You should call me now
But you choosing to ignore
And that's cool
I love the way you lie
That's why i watch you every move
I told you those was foes
And you told me i was rude
I turned my heart so cold
So i don't care about what you do
You used to have sick
Now you can't even get achoo

Before you set the board
You should've have checked for repercussions
Can't even check your gram
Cause i'm the topic of discussion
The shit you used to trip about
I'm spending like it's nothing
I'm shitting on them niggas
That used to think that i was bluffing
Every time my name come out
It's hotter than the oven
Couple different bank accounts
A million what they touching
Antiques on my wrist
But they don't ever need no dusting
Fell in love one time
And ever since ain't did no cuffing
But fuck it
Mom i'm still young
I ain't rushing