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PrivateFuneral - Relapse

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★ intro ★
(lisa floyd's 911 call)

★ verse 1 ★
I can't fall asleep no more, there's demons in the corner
And they're kicking down the door, i loosened up the hinges
I've been doing meditation, i still take my meditation
But, the medicine ain't working for me, been retaliating on me
Walking like a zombie on the pain pills
I ain't gotta pay bills, but i'm still spending money i ain't got, it's like a treadmill

Feeling like my life is on a cycle
All my closest friends are suicidal
I used to wanna kill myself but died when i was thirteen
Started making music and my counselor was worried, but saw me getting pinned against the wall
Lately i've been dodging all the calls
I don't wanna talk to you unless you tell me sorry
Every day's the same, a different story from you, unless you want some comfort from me

★ verse 2 ★
I talked about you to my therapist and how you truly love me
But, it's kinda funny
I think it's kinda funny how i love you but i really hate it
I don't know what love is
How can i take care of you if i can't love myself?
Taking all the pictures off my shelf that i put up of you
Why do i put up with you?
Because of you i'm lying to myself and i promised all my friends that i wouldn't do the things i did again
I hope they can forgive me for my sins
I called you off the pain meds twice, you didn't answer
Spreading to my brain, you're like a cancer
My ex girl was a cancer, but i don't listen to the stars
If imma be a star, i guess i'll quit before i start
I'm about to relapse cause' you're a drug to me
When you're drugging me i relax
It's a luxury i guess
 
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The song "Relapse" by PrivateFuneral delves into the struggles of addiction and mental health. The haunting intro featuring a 911 call sets the tone for the raw and emotional lyrics that follow. The artist describes feeling trapped in a cycle of self-destruction, unable to escape the demons that haunt them.

The lyrics paint a picture of inner turmoil, with references to medication not working, suicidal thoughts, and a toxic relationship that serves as a destructive force. The artist grapples with conflicting feelings of love and hate, questioning their own ability to care for others when they are unable to care for themselves.

The chorus hints at a looming relapse, likening the object of their affection to a drug that provides temporary relief but ultimately leads to further pain and turmoil. The song captures the internal struggle of someone battling their own demons, seeking solace in unhealthy coping mechanisms.

Overall, "Relapse" is a poignant and introspective track that sheds light on the complexities of addiction and mental illness, inviting listeners to reflect on their own struggles and seek help when needed.

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Formerly known as LxneDxvah, American rapper from South Carolina, PrivateFuneral (Bobby Goforth) is well-known in the Alternative Hip Hop community. PrivateFuneral has grabbed audiences with his emotive and expressive sound thanks to a special fusion of musical influences and a unique style. PrivateFuneral, who draws his influence from a number of musical styles, flawlessly combines elements of rock, hip hop, indie, and lo-fi into his music to produce a totally unique and eclectic sound. His lyrics explore themes of reflection, identity, and the human condition while delving deeply into personal experiences and societal challenges. The music of PrivateFuneral stands out for its unadulterated emotion and provocative storytelling. Listeners are left with a lasting impression as a result of his ability to write complex and poetic verses and his distinctive singing style. PrivateFuneral entices you into his universe with each song by creating vivid images with his lyrics and melodies. He distinguishes himself from his peers by being open to experimenting with various sounds and aesthetics, which has enabled him to establish his own distinct niche within the genre. In conclusion, PrivateFuneral is a superb artist in the Alternative Hip Hop genre. His talent and originality are on display in his ability to combine genres, arouse emotions, and convey intriguing stories through music. With each new release, he pushes the limits of what is conceivable within the genre.
- Annotated by PrivateFuneral from Viberate.com (2023)