Jhariah - RUSSIAN DOLL
What’s with that hole in your head?
Couldn’t say when it came, how i was shot last time
But i can tell i’m when i’m caught hopelessly
Beneath seances summoning more from me than i’ve got
And i'm just so tired, 'cuz each day takes aim
At all that it knows me to have, and expands on its list of demands
★ pre-chorus ★
This year i enter the winter so full of resentment
Covered in brand new bruises, but none that i remember
I’ve seen the signs beforе
★ chorus ★
So why can’t i recall?
How did i find my way home last time?
I fall on squarе one, each fall i take
Why should i try again?
★ verse ★
If i know that tomorrow
Will bring new lows, can i still go?
Is it hopeless to put myself
Through the motions, through this wringer?
Oh my head’s hardly here on a good day
And it’s certainly gone when it rains
If you shot me tonight would it kill me?
Would i find the time to die in your gaze?
★ pre-chorus ★
Can my present last if i have no past?
Nothing's clear when i look back, it’s just black
But i’ve seen these clouds before
★ chorus ★
So why can’t i recall?
How did i find my way home last time?
I fall on square one, each fall i take
Why should i try again
When in the end, it never changes
Just the same thing
One song that keeps spinning over and over again
★ outro ★
I'm scared out of my mind, stuck inside a hole
And this is just the first of many, first of many, first of many
I'm grasping at liquid minutes, i feel like i’ll never be satisfied
I am scared out of my mind, reveling in this dance
And hoping it’s the first of many, first of many, first of many
Can it be our first of many, first of many, first of many?
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Jhariah - TRUST CEREMONY
{Verse} Will I know when I’ve gone too far? Or frozen myself in time? An impossible brain with impossible wants Lost and astray, with impossible thoughts I’ve given
Jhariah - PRESSURE BOMB!!!!
{Chorus} Slow down Those words mean nothing My brain just revs up faster Pressure bomb in a goddamn gunfight {Verse 1} Ecstatic pathways
Jhariah - Whose Eye Is It Anyway???
{Verse 1} My head is overflowing, with these thoughts That if I return the favor you might understand But I know, I know you could never carry the burden you’ve left me with
Jhariah - To Take For Granted.
{Chorus} I don’t take the sea for granted, it could dry any time it wants I don’t take the sky for granted, it could fall anytime it pleases I don’t take the land for
Jhariah - Reverse
{Verse 1} I’m only here to kill my own confusion I found a backdoor but no solution Lying here while the sands fall down Won't heal my hands right now or their blue
Jhariah - SPLIT!
{Spoken Intro} Agh! Oh my g— Yoo! Doing too much! {Verse 1} Savagery Intensity I wish my brain would come and kill me Stop What’s a
Jhariah - Knives Are Dangerous, Kid, So Cut the Theatrics!
{Verse} Three in the morning A tortured boy sings A chilling song no one sings along The streets are vacant of the throng The right side of his head throbs where
Jhariah - Needed a Change of Pace
{Verse} I’m so glad I woke up today A different life in a brand new place I think I maybe outgrew the last I needed a change of pace No more talk of what my burdens
Jhariah - DEBT COLLECTOR
{Verse} It's all catching up to you now Hope you can run Cause soon your past will come and drag you Down down You scammed your way into heaven Til the
Jhariah - Flight of the Crows
{Verse} "Please you must excuse me I cannot help but think I've Overstayed my welcome" "Please", she said "It's hardly a bother The
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