Hari Upfront - Solo Alone

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chorus
I fall until i go through the ground
Till i see the devil, he's bringing me down
Power, money, lust, i can't flush it all out
Scared to get help, there ain't no way around
And it feels like i'm solo alone now
In this empty room solo alone now
And i'm tryna be so high when so low
There ain't no place to go when i'm solo alone now

verse 1
Holy water on my side, i see where these demons lurk
I try praying until i sleep, but it never seems to work
Still got my anxiety, wakes me up with my chest hurt
Scared to tell a single soul so i wait till my heart bursts
Nowhere to go, no onе to call
Harder to cope so i'm turning to drugs
Prescriptions without a doc
I don't givе a fuck so i mix with alcohol
Tell god i'm sorry when i'm crossfaded with a cross
Hard to get back up on the right path when each step i take i get lost

bridge
And i fall and i fall
Till i'm all the way down to the ground
Pull me down, no way out, i'm stuck
And i pray oh i pray that i'm saved but draw blank
I'm alone, so alone with no hope, i'm done

chorus
I fall until i go through the ground
Till i see the devil, he's bringing me down
Power, money, lust, i can't flush it all out
Scared to get help, there ain't no way around
And it feels like i'm solo alone now
In this empty room solo alone now
And i'm tryna be so high when so low
There ain't no place to go when i'm solo alone now

verse 2
I don't know if i'm alive no more
At the point where i don't care if i die no more
Got in a plane, i looked down and jumped out that ho
I'll keep going, i'll know when it's my time to go
In a hell so icy cold
I go thru the motions
Bipolar emotions so damn hard to control
Like one minute want attention
Next i don't like being known
Getting ghosted's now a given when i stay on this road

bridge
And i fall and i fall
Till i'm all the way down to the ground
Pull me down, no way out, i'm stuck
And i pray oh i pray that i'm saved but draw blank
I'm alone, so alone with no hope, i'm done

chorus
I fall until i go through the ground
Till i see the devil, he's bringing me down
Power, money, lust, i can't flush it all out
Scared to get help, there ain't no way around
And it feels like i'm solo alone now
In this empty room solo alone now
And i'm tryna be so high when so low
There ain't no place to go when i'm solo alone now
 
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The song "Solo Alone" by Hari Upfront delves into the depths of loneliness, struggles with mental health, and the feeling of being trapped in a cycle of self-destruction. The haunting chorus speaks of falling to the ground, battling demons, and feeling isolated and alone. The verses paint a vivid picture of inner turmoil, desperation, and a constant search for solace in substances and risky behavior. The bridge emphasizes the feeling of being lost and hopeless, with a plea for salvation that seems to go unanswered. The raw and emotional lyrics combined with the melancholic melody create a powerful and poignant reflection on the complexities of mental health and the internal battles many face alone.

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