Sarunosa - I was never one for parties

(verse 1)
We sit in our garage and talked for a while, talked about our lives and our loves. i had a crush on your ex and we both had a lot of feelings about people. we talked about our families and the trauma and feelings we have about them. a million stories get told and i wish i could tell you more. we both have had rough lives, and we both have a lot of memories with our respective friends that we talk about. as we pack up our stuff i think to myself about old friends of mine, i think about them and how in 20 years i won’t talk to them anymore. and how i’ve had a million memories with them. i started to grieve for them before i even lost them

(chorus)
And i was never one for parties
But i’d go to one for you
And i’m fucked up off that cali
But i’d quit that shit for you
And i was never one for parties
But i’d go to one for you
And i’m fucked up off that cali
But i’d quit that shit for you

(verse 2)
I never tell you about how i’ve been thinking about how different my life is going to be in less than a year, and how i’m nervous to live in the future and how my friends are leaving and i’m scared for them and i’m scared for my friend groups to fall apart and how i miss my old friends but i’m so happy that i’m here with my current friends right now. i’m so happy with the friends i have now but there’s a part of me that’s still in my old house’s basement playing siege at 3 am with my original friend group. but my friends now are amazing and so cool, people i never would have talked to only a year ago i’m not really tight with. i never tell you about how i miss how my life was a few years ago and how i wish i could go back and stay there forever because i can’t handle the passing of time and the doom of the future. i never tell you how i miss how life felt before i knew what life was. i never tell you how much i miss it

(chorus)
And i was never one for parties
But i’d go to one for you
And i’m fucked up off that cali
But i’d quit that shit for you
And i was never one for parties
But i’d go to one for you
And i’m fucked up off that cali
But i’d quit that shit for you
(outro)
Then i realize you’ve been saying my name for a while and i snap back to the present. walk inside the house, and i forgot what i was thinking about