Josh Rister - The Weight of All I Ain't
I used to laugh here not too long ago
Before the weight of all I ain’t pulled me down so low
Before the fog settled, a breeze began to blow
Carrying the smell of sweet laurels and black Cherry merlot
I’ve gotta say, since I woke up from that dream
I’ve been dodging the mirages in those pale moonlight beams
I’m moving forward, but it ain’t all it seems
Singing songs and righting wrongs tearing me apart at the seams
(Chorus)
I can only lose so many pieces
Before I’m gone, a ship of Theseus as a man
All I’ve got is what I’ve got left
Look and tell me, who do you think I am?
(Chorus)
I can only lose so many pieces
Before I’m gone, a ship of Theseus as a man
All I’ve got is what I’ve got left
Look and tell me, who do you think I am?
(Refrain)
Brand new city, brand new lights, but the shadow’s still the same
Brand new man with a brand new face, but I’m still to blame
And somewhere in a pile of empty picture frames
There I am, one step from the flame
Song Description:
edit soundcloudThe chorus reflects on the idea of losing parts of oneself in the journey of life, questioning who they have become in the process. The metaphor of a ship of Theseus symbolizes the constant evolution and transformation of identity.
The refrain speaks of a new beginning in a new city, but the shadows of the past still linger. Despite trying to reinvent himself, the singer acknowledges that he is still haunted by his own mistakes and regrets.
Overall, "The Weight of All I Ain't" is a poignant and introspective song that delves into the complexities of personal growth and self-acceptance. With heartfelt lyrics and a soulful melody, Josh Rister captures the emotional depth of the human experience.
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