Tajiez - JOKE

I'm the butt of every joke
They don't take me serious, like i'm delirious, overthinking every time that i spoke
When they in my face, they gon say that they proud of me
But i know truly they be talking shit on the low
That's why now i'm shutting my mouth and i sit in the back
Put my pain in the shit that i wrote

No they don't listen to me
They don't hear shit that i said and it's making me mad
Except for my mama, i know that she worried
She told me i'm starting to sound like my dad
I look my girl in her eyes
Told her i'm blessed, she's the best thing that i've ever had
I know that you're trying your best
Hope you're not feeling less when i tell you i'm waking up sad

No they don't listen to me
They don't hear shit that i said and it's making me mad
Except for my mama, i know that she worried
She told me i'm starting to sound like my dad
I look my girl in her eyes
Told her i'm blessed, she's the best thing that i've ever had
I know that you're trying your best
Hope you're not feeling less when i tell you i'm waking up sad

What do you see when you're looking at me
Outside i'm a happy kid, making you laugh
A smile is like all you gon see
I hide it well, yeah, that's definitely
But i say it in songs, they do not listen
They only hearing the beat
It's crazy how they never notice
Could say i'm suicidal, but i swear they won't notice
As long as i put it on beat and i'm making it catchy
I get on tt and promote it
I gotta promote it
Like that's all i gotta worry about
Sorry, i feel overloaded
They tell me they care, but i know that they don't give a fuck
I'm not sorry, i won't sugarcoat it

That's how i know they never notice
Could say i'm suicidal, but i swear they won't notice
As long as i put it on beat and i'm making it catchy
I get on tt and promote it
I gotta promote it
Like that's all i gotta worry about
Sorry, i been overloaded
They tell me they care, but i know that they don't give a fuck
I'm not sorry, i won't sugarcoat it

I'm the butt of every joke
They don't take me serious, like i'm delirious, overthinking every time that i spoke
When they in my face, they gon say that they proud of me
But i know truly they be talking shit on the low
That's why now i'm shutting my mouth and i sit in the back
Put my pain in the shit that i wrote
No they don't listen to me
They don't hear shit that i said and it's making me mad
Except for my mama, i know that she worried
She told me i'm starting to sound like my dad
I look my girl in her eyes
Told her i'm blessed, she's the best thing that i've ever had
I know that you're trying your best
Hope you're not feeling less when i tell you i'm waking up sad

No they don't listen to me
They don't hear shit that i said and it's making me mad
Except for my mama, i know that she worried
She told me i'm starting to sound like my dad
I look my girl in her eyes
Told her i'm blessed, she's the best thing that i've ever had
I know that you're trying your best
Hope you're not feeling less when i tell you i'm waking up sad