Sinneyy - LIVING IN THE PAST

★ verse 1 ★
What if i didn’t leave my mum would i have found the drugs another way?
What if i died instead of my sister would it have been a happier place?
Can i say the word nigga if my dad was never black
He left me before i was born confused on who i really am
I’m disguised as a race but i don’t know which one i’m labelled as
Why does my family not treat me as a family as if i’m not one of them
Most of my life i thought i was adopted cause i don’t understand these things
My old homes being demolished the same way as my memories
I remember him but i can’t say his name
Shit feels different since he probably still thinks i’m a lame
I fucked up but he probably still thinks it’s all a game
Why does everyone ask for change but they switch when they changed?
I loved my so called niggas but they really out here using me
I wanna reconnect but these so people don’t wanna see me
Why is it harder to let go of the women who just leave me
Maybe too impulsive, too sensitive
Or really i’m just strange…
Too unlucky? too weak? even losing my faith?
Isolated myself i don’t see me finding my way but
I gotta man up and stop living in the past
I gotta man up and find out who’s got my back
I gotta man up and get my life together the way i can
So it’s better late then never
Better late then never,yeah
Better late then never
Better late then never,yeah
Better late then never
Better late then never,yeah

★ chorus ★
I don't trust a soul, i don't trust nobody
Took some pills now i don't even trust my body
I would take shoppin,if she’s really my lover
She bad but impatient but i gotta fuck it out of her
I love my polish to french girls it’s a show,ah
I’m rockin black and gold,but i gotta cut some ties
Money comin’ in and out,it was never for a drought
Fuck the ops,we don’t squash from here on out

★ outro ★
Yeah,i’d say better late then never
Better late then never,yeah
Better late then never
Better late then never,yeah
Better late then never
Better late then never,yeah