ALXCC - Nights Like This

(Verse 1)
This year has been good and bad at times
To a blessing for another try, to life taking away a precious life
I’m so confused on these things at times, it’s why
I’ve been trying my best to take things slow; one day at a time
I really can’t describe it; but fuck, the timing
If I didn’t have these blessings I doubt I’d manage
My mental has been hard to navigate
Its aggravating, agitating, fuck, it’s complicated
This mental state’s intoxicating
Can’t medicate to manage, all the pain
I’ve tried for so long; I’m fine? I lied, okay
I fuckin hate my mental hеalth and how’s its been now a days
I’ve tried but as they say, just got gotta ridе the waves, but…

(Hook)
It’s Nights Like
Nights Like this
I’m wondering why
Life’s like this
It’s Nights Like
Nights Like this
I’m wondering why
I’m like this

(Verse 2)
Yeah, I’m sick of my parents constantly fighting
This shits causing me anxiety
I’ve been moving around it quietly but I can’t escape it
Believe me, I’ve tried to fix it; use the fight left in me
When they both called upon me
But through out the years, it’s all for nothing
No one’s happy, god it’s exhausting
All the mental health it’s cost me
And all those nights plotting
On how to squash this beef so we can have peace
But a peaceful resolution; its a fallacy
But now that things are changing and moving forward quickly
There’s not really, more I can do to make anyone happy
I’ve sat and listened through enough to see this reality
This shits so fuckin crazy; I’m struggling internally (damn)
(Hook)
It’s Nights Like
Nights Like this
I’m wondering why
Life’s like this
It’s Nights Like
Nights Like this
I’m wondering why
I’m like this

(Verse 3)
I wasn’t expecting that call
If I’d know the last time I saw you
Would be the last time that we talked
A goodbye once and for all
I would dropped everything and thanked you for everything you had done
I’m fucking sorry that after our fights, I didn’t talk to you for months
When I saw you on that ground, as paramedics surround
I could tell that you where gone
I didn’t know Lola’s cries would go on to haunt me for months
I miss you so much
There’s an empty space within my heart
I wished that there was something that I could’ve done
I know you’d want me to move on
But I haven’t reached that part
I’m trying hard but life’s been hard
Since god took you up in his arms
Thank you for everything Lolo and the lessons that you’ve taught
I wouldn’t be who I am if it wasn’t for your love (Yeah)
(Hook)
It’s Nights Like
Nights Like this
I’m wondering why
Life’s like this
It’s Nights Like
Nights Like this
I’m wondering why
I’m like this