ALXCC - Unaccomodating

(verse 1)
Finding it hard to respond
Being calm is a bit beyond
A response, you say the wrong thing
I’ll pull a trump fucking say you’re wrong (wrong)
My attitude is a bit strong
I know that i’m in the wrong
I’m just struggling a lot, i’ve been mad a lot
I’ve been doing this shit all wrong
So i’ve been talking to god
To pick a part everything, so i can get this to stop
I’ve been irrational, and quick with my temper, on god
I hate when something goes wrong
They wondering what is wrong
I just tell them there’s not, a thing to worry about
Man, i’ve really got to stop
But it’s so fuckin hard
It’s hard to navigate without, any light in the dark
I’m trying find a spark to see for once

(hook)
I can’t accommodate
In this place, in this state
You know what, what awaits
With all this weight, i can say
I’ll never be, bе the same
I’ve seen things, you’vе never faced
Can’t accommodate
In this state, end debates
You know what, what awaits
With all this weight, i can say
I’ll never be, be the same
I’ve seen things, you’ve never faced
Yeah, i can’t accommodate
(verse 2)
I’ve seen better days
I’ve been altered a tad
I took some happy pills (yeah)
I regret doing them man
They helped me for a couple of days
Then they altered me in ways
That exhibit perma traits
I just couldn’t take the pain
I do what i can to endure all the change
It’s such a fuckin pain, to god i ask some days
To take back what i did, go back to my old days
Where i didn’t behave this way and didn’t have this haze
Damn i just wanna go ghost, in a rolls ghost
Mark my words, don’t be surprised when you don’t
See your boy for while, i just need to go
Reflect and get to a better place, so you know

(hook)
I can’t accommodate
In this place, in this state
You know what, what awaits
With all this weight, i can say
I’ll never be, be the same
I’ve seen things, you’ve never faced
Can’t accommodate
In this state, end debates
You know what, what awaits
With all this weight, i can say
I’ll never be, be the same
I’ve seen things, you’ve never faced
Yeah, i can’t accommodate
(verse 3)
With all these demons, i have wrestled
So many of them i fuckin leveled
I need help, yeah i guess so
L fought for so long on my own
When i was on my own, no one ever called my phone
In those moment all alone
It really goes to show that
When i was sinking and i found myself on my own
I wondered if they cared or not, god only knows
Maybe it’s better not to know
But knowing what i know, i did this shit on my own
They all cast their stones
But they see how far i’m going
Now they act like their my clones
Long ago, you thought i wouldn’t be make it
I went out and did it on my own
I’m sorry but not sorry that you'll never come this close
After all this, i think you should really know…

(hook)
I can’t accommodate
In this place, in this state
You know what, what awaits
With all this weight, i can say
I’ll never be, be the same
I’ve seen things, you’ve never faced
Can’t accommodate
In this state, end debates
You know what, what awaits
With all this weight, i can say
I’ll never be, be the same
I’ve seen things, you’ve never faced
Yeah, i can’t accommodate