Time - Quantum Soup

Alphabet quantum soup I guess I’m stuck in a loop
Ashes fall from the sky a phoenix cries and swoops
He sat back and observed the curious flight of the birds
He opened his book to a random page and recited the words
"Friends, unlock the locks of the beloved's head
So on this joyous night, let the story spread"
Humans are natural weavers always finding connections
But there's danger in always trying to find it that's the lesson
He said in yourself you need to find non rejection
Society teachеs self hate cause wе admire perfection
How many of us get used by people cuz we want to feel useful
But you're perfect the way you are the earth thinks you're beautiful
So many of us are treading the subtle trauma of childhood
So we self sabotage and build our homes with firewood
The mind likes to hides memories like a survival shield
But the thing about writing the more you do the more reveals
I found a chemical key that opened dimensions concealed
Where beings talked with colors and feelings my reality peeled
They said they speak in dreams and camouflage in mystery
They spoke of beautiful anguish the riddles contradictory
What are the mechanics of your coping mechanisms?
They're often hidden in taboos and eroticism
He burned all his blueprints for his victim archetype
How do you sing your song of self during your darkest night?
You'll find your higher soul where the demons and saints meet
Astral sword fight in desire's blood paint me
The pond grew a lotus crown the water was coronated
The petals open for the sun at the speed of the sacred
Meet me at the crossroads between laughter and tears
One mountain many paths but we all got here
Disgust for the other often leads to evil
Nature's the great teacher John L Seagull
You attract what you resist, you block what you allow
Look at all my ugliness, can you really love me now?
Who's pain do you suffer, which cycle are you upholding?
I found the wisdom of the heart, it crushed me like a boulder
Pink and cream clouds the sunset Neapolitan
Covered in psychic blood sweating out the sorrow and
These are just some thoughts as I walk the metropolitan
As the sewer steam spells out the Song of Solomon
Everything playing its melody at once is the song of the cosmos
It echoes through the universe, an infinite spiral