Raydeo - To Be Sad

Shut the voices out
You hear that is my
Inner conscious telling
Me sit back some days
I wanna get up some
Days i wanna be trap
As long as it means to
Feel nothing yah could
Feel that let’s asks
Johnny how his doing
Where you been at all
I see raydeo an avatar
That distract jim carey
With green mask smiling
While the teeth gap i can
See the tears and fears in
Your mishaps it’s okay son
I didn’t miss that no i’m not
Your father he too busy
Smacking Lips back on
Champagne to ease his
Pain before he collapse
No why wonder why your
Mom diagnose depression
Making all that weed slap
Caffeinated dancing with her
Nerves just to relax your oldest
Brother dropped from college
Now he hopes to relapse
But i ain’t perfect i be lying
When i act cool truth is
My nigga
I be sad too
I be sad too

Nobody even asked you
Days running past you
Can’t leave my dam room
Emotions is like a tattoo
A work of art

I be sad too
I be sad too
Sad too

Most of my days has
Been filler word to Mac
Miller been swimming like
A fisher circling around
My insanity is killer still
Alive enough to keep the
Saturated mixture mood
Swinger bitter crazy like
Twister sweet with a dab
Sizzurp drown from elixir
I’ma lightweight but a heavy
Hitter it’s hard to cope with
Love only taught to go get
Her became go getter
Lonesome with open letters
Put ‘em all together and it never
Gets better the rhyme scheme
Too clever who really cared
Ever still living with my parents
Measure scale down my
Expectations man i just
Had to crying for
Dam room scared
To even asked too
Conflicted like a dam fool
Spiraling cause a tantrum
Sorry if I’m honest nigga
I be sad too
I be sad too

Nobody even asked you
Days running past you
Can’t leave my dam room
Emotions is like a tattoo
A work of art

I be sad too
I be sad too
Sad too


This not for listen
Don’t care competition
Been my own composition
Writing help me cope to
Listen notebooks so filled I
Inhabit a whole village read
In my spillage a english major
With description talk non fiction
I’m rob de niro living a bronx tale
For what i’ve written leave you
Smitten when confidence is
Hitting my system start
Enacting all the noises of my
Wisdom sparking hope in
The kitchen oodles and
Noodles straight hitting
Making the day that’s my
Mission hoping one day
To be livid head hurting
I’m timid to make a
Honest worth living for
All these stories i’m dealing
This shit is crack once it’s
Kicking then lose its
Turbulence unstably
React cruel never begged
From crumbs i will starve
Until the last spoon close
My stomach up and watch
It’s mouth close its vacuum
It’s hard to eat especially
When
I be sad too
I be sad too