Kaelar - Mind in the Mud

★ chorus ★
Working all week, leave my mind in the mud
In the weekend, left tired, but writing some stuff
I imprison my wrists, i'm gon’ buy me some cuffs
I keep flipping the switch between grinding and drugs
It's a really bad habit, don't hide it enough
But outside of my songs, i been lying too much
I been walking in circles, decided to run
I’ve been botching these hurdles, my mind in the mud, uh

★ verse ★
I just keep finding the drugs
I've been rolling, been rolling, been rolling, been rolling
Been rolling, i like me a buzz
And if i had a backwood, i'd light me a blunt
And if this was a game, i keep signing me up
But i guess the big public don't like me enough
Sometimes wanna say fuck it, but biting my tongue
I won't stop, i'll keep going, i'm vibing for fun
Eat it like swiss cheese
Shooting some holes in this beat
Now it's drowning, make sure that it sinks deep
Look up, i’m riding a cloud
If i don’t like the vibe, i just switch breeze
Been a lil' moment, since i have been honing
Make sure that my wrist bleeds
Uh, in need of luck
Heh, huh, seen enough
If a beat gets me boppin’, then i beat it up
Uh, grease it up
Sound like chicken, when i listen, so i eat it up
Eh, uh, teamin' up
They produce, i abuse, when i key it up
Hah, uh, leave it done
Or half finished, bad written, need to clean it up
I could keep going, if i had a moment
To find some opponents, than they would be dead
I just need uh, i just need bread
Higher than ceilings, but feet made of led
Dragging me down, left me upset
Roll me forgiveness, so i can forget
Go back to town, go back to bed
Slept on my rhythm, your dream's where we met
I don't know, bro, i’ve left alone (i ain't me bro)
All the thoughts, in my head, keep getting stoned (way too stoned)
Mind too full, ringing like a telephone (a crazy phone)
Hatred building for the mirror, never met him though (my lazy bro)
All my life, been performing for a better show (a crazy show)
And it feels like my mind on the second row (he ain't seen nothin')
View blocked by the first, so i never know (he ain't seen nothin')
What to change, never learn, so i never grow (that crazy substance)
Uh, reckless
Murder some beats to express shit
Breakfast
Cereal flow, murder senseless
Stressing
Feel like i missed me the message
Guessing
I had to just go, no directions

★ chorus ★
Working all week, leave my mind in the mud
In the weekend, left tired, but writing some stuff
I imprison my wrists, i'm gon' buy me some cuffs
I keep flipping the switch between grinding and drugs
It's a really bad habit, don't hide it enough
But outside of my songs, i been lying too much
I been walking in circles, decided to run
I've been botching these hurdles, my mind in the mud