Johnny Quenno - 23 Pain Real
I feel like I will never heal
Can't nobody understand the pain I feel
All these scars run too deep
I'm only weird because that's what the people paint me to be
I only wanted to find love and always ended up being the creep
Will I ever find peace?
It's only chaos where I live
I hate myself so much
I hate to exist
I never got to live a normal life
Because I was a disabled kid
I got bullied in school and always treated like shit
Insecurities and I'm ashamed of who I'm is
I never in my life wanted to do drugs
My brain is damaged and my mind is fucked
The girl I was in love with got gang banged by the guys that beat me up and left me bleeding
I was swallowing pills
She was swallowing semen
I still have nightmares when I'm dreaming
I wake up crying, sweating and shaking
I hate sleeping
PTSD and OCD
I'm fucked up by just thinking of the feeling
I'm traumatised by just being alive
I fucked up so much
I deserve to die
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