SFE Tav - To nadia, please listen
And i know you’ve found your reasons to move on and not look back
And i know you don’t miss me
And the scenarios and memories are faded to the point they’re almost gone
I know i’m slowly becoming nothing
I won’t even exist in your head soon
But i always tried my best for you
And i changed myself so many times
Because i thought it was love but it was hate for myself
Everyone thinks don’t forget to die is about suicide or homicide
But it’s really about killing the version of yourself that you don’t want to see in the mirror
Or thе version of yourself you don’t want to feel like anymorе
But i would say love is war is a bit more clear
It explains more so who i’ve become
And it explains why i believe the loser of love is just a numb person
That is scared to feel again
I don’t advise anyone to become numb
I believe the ability to feel is fascinating in itself and that’s what it means to be human
You sit with those emotions
And no matter how intense they become they cannot kill you
No matter how intense they become you’re in control of your arms and legs and face
Meditation is not to get rid of emotions it’s to feel them and accept them
I learned a lot in my time away
I learned who i can be
I gained my weight back
I marked my body with reminders
I found passion in something
Prior to this i consumed myself with only your favorite things
And i’ll never forget you
But i do hope you forget me
And i hope this is as easy for you as it seems
I got to watch you grow up and you’re doing a great job
I guess i’m just not ashamed to tell people how much i miss you and
This is uh
No script
Doing what i do best you know
I’m genuinely just talking right now
But i do hope that everyone enjoys love is war
And i hope you understand
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