Origami Angel - Dirty Mirror Selfie

I've been looking at the night sky waiting
To find another place aside this matrix
The amniotic's that we all were made in
It's just the water that we wait in

Well I'm an honest man
I'll admit my mistakes
But what good is that
When your reality breaks
Arbitrary moments in your life are placed
By the feeling that you're not in control

Because I hate myself for so long
Just to figure out that it was never my fault
There was something evil inside me
It put my anger out
All the things and thoughts that were lеft
Now I'm taking that back (that back)

❲?❳ eyes will look into a world unwinding
The silicon that is silvеr lining
The golden rule that with we've all been lining
But what the hell do we refine in

Well I'm an honest man
I'll admit my mistakes
But what good is that
When your reality breaks
Arbitrary moments in your life are placed
By the feeling that you're not in control
Because I hate myself for so long
Just to figure out that it was never my fault
There was something evil inside me
It put my anger out
❲?❳ the years and the person looking back

But it's a matter of time before I'm conquering
❲?❳ it in a chokehold now
Though I'm stronger than it
All this time I wasted struggling
Fighting for things or the thought that will last
Now I'm taking that back (that back)

NOW I'M TAKING THAT BACK (BACK)
I guess I probably still think right even if I'm feeling kind of wrong
I think I've done it every single night
I never sleep for long
I wake up every morning faking smiles, but it doesn't feel ❲?❳
I'm talking buffering
This fucking suffering
Only enough ❲?❳ this stupid little song

Because I hate myself for so long
Just to figure out that it was never my fault
There was something evil inside me
It put my anger out
❲?❳ the years and the person looking back
But it's a matter of time before I'm conquering
❲?❳ it in a chokehold now
Though I'm stronger than it
All this time I wasted struggling
Fighting for things or the thought that will last
Now I'm taking that back