JrWorm - If I Forget

★ intro ★
Yo, yo
So, you know, i really had no intentions of talking on this but i literally woke up this morning and saw the news on the, uh, baltimore bridge collapse
And i just wanted to, you know, say that i’m praying for y’all
Uh, i really don’t know much so far
But, yeah, scary shit bro, for real
Yuh

★ chorus ★
And if i ever felt like i was second in my own position, it was due to who i allow
Who i gave permission
I feel the reason i’m so distant and numb stems from what can come
Lack of income
Incompetence on top of that

★ verse 1 ★
Since i been in school, i’m fighting just to stay afloat
It seems my life took a toll ever since i lost control of my goals
And tried to find it in others
I struggle to utter the actual amount help i need
People-please
Sadly it made me cheese but now i’m gaining fees and mo dreams
And no one walking to me
No one talking to me
Selfish needs, i believe
But tell me how you go from conversions ‘bout yo life and what you want to situations when they gone
Frustrations that come with dealing on your own
Know i’m grown but feel less of me since living on my own
No one told you that your focus is dependent on yo motion
I can’t be open if my only vision is to get through the day
I sit, and i pray
I’m always amazed that something new is bound to happen
Even if you lost your passion
Know it’s getting stagnant, but i’m strong
Know i’m always holding on
Yeah
Know i’m always holding on
Hold on
Yeah
Shit
Uh

★ interlude ★
So you got respect
You wanna get respect
You wanna give condolences
I want to uh–
Within that field, i want to–
Show mostly to, um, myself
But, i mean, i guess people too that like–
It’s not even capability of what you put your mind to
It’s more so–
With the work that you put in, you're gonna get the outcome of what you decided to, you know what i’m saying
Like if you put in the work that you wanna put in, you’re gonna get out what you want out
You feel me?
Um–
So i guess it’s gonna be a piece on–
(uh)
I don’t know, dedication and–

★ verse 2 ★
I got more people that know i could end it
Some innocence left when you knew what i do it for
Extension of me was a guarantee
But the mission to me wasn’t make my cheese
Put my family where they rightfully need to be
No matter how i do it, know it’s gon’ happen
See i backed out from a route that’s only subjective to how they amount
I knew i needed more, i need it to count
I’m feining for a score
It’s less about doubt
Just know i’m heading towards getting something outta what i’m doing that viewing could never do, uh
It’s something you can’t dispute, uh
Lay it on the line
Choosing every time
Peace and prosperity
Made in god’s design
Fuck if you feel it or not, uh
Know what i am is a lot, uh
Know that you gonna get caught, uh, for not being in the right spot, yeah
Uh

★ chorus ★
And if i ever felt like i was second in my own position, it was due to who i allow
Who i gave permission
I feel the reason i’m so distant and numb stems from what can come
Lack of income
Incompetence on top of that