Carlix Rin - Mr. Lavender Latte

★ intro ★
(你說了什麼)
We met on a tuesday afternoon
Our first kiss was under the moon
You said, "it all happened too soon"
I tucked my feelings into a cocoon (你說了什麼)

You said you liked me but only as a friend
I didn’t want our connection to end
I cared about you but i had to pretend
That i didn’t want you as my boyfriend (你說了什麼)

★ bridge ★
“hey what would you say
If i asked you to meet me by the bay
I’m in your town, got here today
I could pick you up if that is okay”

Do you only wanna hold me
In the summer when you’re lonely
Where the only witnesses are the crickets and trees?

And i know that you’re too busy
Your choices are kinda fishy
But i know that one day you’ll see
I think it’d bе sweet
If i could sit in your passenger seat
Hеy are you cold? come lay on me
I can prove that i can totally breathe

If i could go back to that time
Would you have let me call you mine?

★ verse ★
I had a chance, but i blew it
Wanted to protect myself, kinda ruined it

We did something kinda iffy, just as a friend
Didn’t wanna get turned down, by you again

And i know and i know that to go with the flow
I need to learn to let go of the things i do not know

And my eyes are surprised by the plan that you’ve devised
Is it wise you realize, it’s advised that you revise

When you shine me a light asking questions at midnight
Turn on my fight or flight when you’re expecting delight

I need time, maybe wine, to understand this sign
Here’s a chance or a risk for us to be more than this

★ bridge ★
Can i see you today?
After our call i do not feel okay
Please let’s meet up, i’ll even pay
I know you love a lavender latte

You said it’s for me, that you believe we should no longer speak
Hey what the ****, yo what the hey?
I’m so confused and this isn’t okay

After this entire time
I never got to call you mine

I guess this is my final sign
That i should stop crossing the line

★ outro ★
You asked me out over text late at night
I never thought that i would see that sight
In all the dark i think i saw a light
Finally someone who could treat me right

I was too happy and my words were rushed
"you’ll lose your joy if you want it too much"
I guess it’s true since we’re now out of touch
At first was happy, but now i’m crushed
Hey, this is goodbye
If i said i was done, well then that’d be a lie
I could still try and ask you why
But i know anything you say will make me cry

If i could go back to that time
Would you have let me call you mine?