Dp Araujo - Past Due

No way out of my situation, i guess i'm not motivational, mind is too operational, i got it
Actions i thought were unmistakable, now are just unexplainable, maybe i'm too replaceable, i got it
Flowing the river, living in reverse, writing a new verse out of the blue
I got a question, is this an impression or an inception? tell me the truth
I want, i want, i want a real life, but everytime i wake up i just need to see those eyes
And every time i get to harmonize, i feel thе hunger even whеn i don’t have appetite
I lost myself in melancholic nights, i feel the rain as a reminder that my uncle cries
"when you grow up i'll teach how to drive", he said that but unfortunately didn’t have the time
So what? what can i change in the past?
I need vacations like the ones we had before he passed
My own defense system is perhaps
One of the greatest ways to get away of collapse
Internal conflict like a civil war
Internal conflict cause i don’t know what i'm looking for
No way out of my situation i guess i'm not motivational, mind is too operational, i got it

Many afflictions, more contradictions, is this a fiction? i don’t have a clue
Many conditions and my heart is past due
I forgot the passwords, keys and some anwsers, i got some issues under my shoe, many conditions and my heart is past due
Past due
Past due

I'm back
I've trusted creatures that are full of lies
Facts:
I used to see myself as full of "whys"
I had
Some trouble learning how to tie a tie
I was
A little boy heading to school of life
I am
A growing boy waiting the day i die
Am i
A growing boy or just a boy who drives?
Who knows
The answer maybe is living in the sky
Right now, it's hard to visit him, this shit too high
So, my soul is freed, snow my soul asleep, but it's like a seed, sometimes that's what it needs
Stratification, i mean the time, the weather, location
I close my eyes to see my love and my soul destinations
I need to c.s.i. but it's no investigations
Like a story, i need to choose some interpretations
It's hard breathe in a world with all the speculations
Shadows started to grow, shine is the medication
My favorite hero will always be spider man
Not for the powers, for his story with uncle ben
I'm logan, or the son of odin
You can call me whatever, i am my hardest opponent
It's my dichotomy: am i batman or joker?
Am i so serious in darkness? i'm losing my composure
No way out of my situation i guess i'm not motivational, mind is too operational, i got it
Many afflictions, more contradictions, is this a fiction? i don’t have a clue
Many conditions and my heart is past due
I forgot the passwords, keys and some anwsers, i got some issues under my shoe, many conditions and my heart is past due

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