Dotcomaki - CLOSURE

★ verse ★
I guess it's finally time to unwind the chime
On a late summer night, i pour myself some wine
Thinking of doing what i do best, just think and rhyme
So here's the story of the 19' summertime
Saw you for the first time, you were sitting in black
In one fleeting glance, you had the power to trap
You looked at me, called me something i didn't like
Foolish obsessed me thought i was in love that night
As days and months passed, i got to know you better
Tried to hide my feelings but you were too clever
Was about to make a move, then the world shut down
All efforts were misunderstandings, thumped down
Then you went ahead and did what broke me apart
Told me what it's like to love you and then depart
I didn't believe myself that for months i was scarred
For your love, i had for myself a disregard
Months became years, we never gave other a glance
Even though you hated me, still under your trance
Waiting like a fucking idiot for a chance
Wasted my time and my life for these stupid plans
As i began to move on, things reminded me
Things i never did you believed, not fine with me
So glad we cleared that out, i thought i'd finally be
A lot happier, but it was silently killing me
Too vague to notice it, too in love to focus
Climbing the abyss with emotions ferocious
But when i reached the top, the sight rang a bell
I was finally back but in eternal hell
I resorted to sleeping pills, so i won't dream of you
I still saw you in my sleep, even when i'm sober too
That's how much you fucked me up, you know that, hun
Don't give your heart to a girl who's still got a broken one
All i ever did was give you the best of me
But at the end, i was just a hopeless romance nobody
Thought i would never get out of this probably
Believed you were the one, now don't see it honestly
Then you did what you promised that you'll never do
Promises are meant to be broken, they're errors too
But you could've said it to my face, at least it'd be fair
But what good is it telling you about something you're not aware
I swear i knew this was gonna happen one day
That you'd leave me, and leave my skies again gray
Too many textpectations, my fault i guess
But i still care as much as i did yesterday
I pray you don't break someone else like you broke me
I'm glad the road of life called you, i chose was free
I guess it's finally the end of the ride, huh
It means it's time for me to decide, huh
Well, that's all i have to say tonight
Because i know i'll never recite this for life
I wish you the best, i was heartbreak's strongest soldier
You became my enemy, finally gave me much needed closure
Finally gave me much needed closure