Marshal Manson - Smoking In The Dark

Looking at the lights when i'm out late at night
Still feeling lit had a night, i lost my mind
Just had sex, well, i guess i gone too far
Now i'm sitting in the car and i'm smoking in the dark

Looking at the lights when i'm out late at night
Still feeling lit had a night, i lost my mind
Just had sex, well, i guess i gone too far
Now i'm sitting in the car and i'm smoking in the dark

Sometimes i write down my thoughts about my memory
Stuff that until now, no one's ever heard from me
All the fuck ups and the crazy shit i done
Looking back, it was fucked up, but i miss it, it was fun

Ever had two women at once
One on your lap while your homies and your blunts
You get depressed when you party every night
Riding bikes around town with the guys

Sneaking out the house when it's one in the morning
Staying home is painful and it starts to get boring
People seem to trust me, so i know too many secrets
The kind that make you realize the world is full of bleakness

In the meantime, you give into your weakness
No one to turn to you, cause you don't believe in jesus
Having nightmares about being possessed by demons
People that you meet don't know that you're a genius
To tell the truth, i never chose music
When you're born to do something, you just gotta do it
There's nothing else on earth i could ever be doing
Now my whole fucking life is ruined

Looking at the lights when i'm out late at night
Still feeling lit had a night, i lost my mind
Just had sex, well, i guess i gone too far
Now i'm sitting in the car and i'm smoking in the dark

Looking at the lights when i'm out late at night
Still feeling lit had a night, i lost my mind
Just had sex, well, i guess i gone too far
Now i'm sitting in the car and i'm smoking in the dark

I roll every cigarette i smoke
I do it self destructively, one day i'm gonna croak
Watch the smoke rise up pass my face
I'm a proud disgrace, i'm someone no one can replace

The way i affect people fills me with disgust
Can't tell if they respect me or they find me humorous
Would you believe me if i said i had a gun pressed up to my head and i wasn't the one holding it?
Yes, this is a legitimate story of the kind of shit that would make another man submit

I carry on my day to day life with these thoughts and these memories of shit i left behind
Eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind, if i'm blind
I guess i ain't for judgin people right
In my my nightmares i talk with satan
We talk a lot but i never remember what he's saying
The fear leaves me swaying but i never start praying
Cause prayin's time wastin i'm god hatin'
Fear is a natural response to the end
Nothing will matter not even the beliefs that you defend

Looking at the lights when i'm out late at night
Still feeling lit had a night, i lost my mind
Just had sex, well, i guess i gone too far
Now i'm sitting in the car and i'm smoking in the dark

Looking at the lights when i'm out late at night
Still feeling lit had a night, i lost my mind
Just had sex, well, i guess i gone too far
Now i'm sitting in the car and i'm smoking in the dark