Devon Girard - Loved

★ intro 1 ★

Love
Love

★ intro 2 ★

I loved you too much
I loved you too much

★ verse 1 ★

I think i may be going crazy
Let's just see
What's the best way
To hide a ton of dead bodies from the police?
I'm exaggeratin' when i say "a ton" cause it's only three
Whatever
I should just dump em' into the sea
And let em just float away
It's easy as cake
No dismemberment
It's evident to me that i may not escape
But i don't care
Ain't like i got somethin' better to do than sit in a jail cell
Cause i failed, hell
I'm a lonely man
I thought i'd feel better after i killed em'
I still don't
But i'm sick to my stomach like i'ma vomit
Seldom
Do i ever get sick when i kill
It ain't death or jail
But the demon inside me, i fear
You could call me insane
Crazed, crazy, or psycho
Wacko
I know i am
I've been trying to tell ya'
You could say i'm enraged
Dazed
But you know i'm right though
All i'm sayin' is what you're thinkin'
Cause you're to scared to

★ chorus ★

I loved you too much
You gave me such a rush
I'm losin' my mind
I just might
I hope that i am fine
I hope that i can feel better
V for vendetta
I feel so cold
And as i grow old
Let it be known
That my heart's in the dust
Just as such
I loved you too much

★ verse 2 ★

See
If i'm too young to understand
I'm too young to go to jail
I can't replace my friends
And i'm too broke to make bail
So i'ma probably grow up to realize the same fate
But it's too late to go back
I just need to get to the lake
And clear my head a little
Fore' i continue with my life
Cause i might
Just snap again
If i get stabbed in the back again
What is it
That makes me wanna kill people
Am i so feeble
That i gotta kill people to feel good
Or am i evil
I'm my own demon
I know it
So what if people hate me
That's one reason i do this
I don't think i can stomach
The sight of bodies much longer
So i'll write another song
Detailin' how i offed em'
Just to get it of of my chest
Cause like i said
I'm my own man
With my own thoughts
But all that i've said
Is nothin' different from anything ever brought up
But the difference between us is
I'm brave enough to bring the thought up

★ chorus ★

I loved you too much
You gave me such a rush
I'm losin' my mind
I just might
I hope that i am fine
I hope that i can feel better
V for vendetta
I feel so cold
And as i grow old
Let it be known
That my heart's in the dust
Just as such
I loved you too much

★ verse 3 ★

I never wanted this
But here we are
Pull em' out the car
I ain't expect it bein' this far
But the moon shines bright on the lake
Is this a mistake

(ad-lib: nah)

I did what i had to man
It's to late to take it back now

(ad-lib: back now)

It's all over at last
I'm not insane
I'm not crazy
I just wanted a laugh
Is that too much to ask for
My past haunts me
But it's me that you shouldn't feel bad for
Drop the first one in the lake
Makin' a splash
The second one drops
And now i'm feelin' relaxed
The third one drops
And i realize that at last
I'm free from my demons
And i can finally chill-ax
And live my life
Relax
It'll be nice
I ain't gotta worry
No more about
Nothin' at all
I've got plenty of cash
So i can finally live
See, i'm not insane
What insane man would have a plan like this?

★ chorus ★

I loved you too much
You gave me such a rush
I'm losin' my mind
I just might
I hope that i am fine
I hope that i can feel better
V for vendetta
I feel so cold
And as i grow old
Let it be known
That my heart's in the dust
Just as such
I loved you too much