SFE Tav - Ion Wanna Feel Like This No More

If love is blind
How the fuck it's sposed’ to find us?
We gotta try

Aye but listen though
Ion see no effort from yo end
Uh

First thing that you said when we met
I heard about you
Don't lead me on
I seen what they be sayin'
Do you feel alone?
Is it true that you a killer?
Is yo heart cold?
I be tryna smile
I don’t know

In my home
All alone
Ain't no love in my heart
It's filled with everything i've done wrong
I can see from the start what you was on
I should've moved on
Put my pain in my songs
I hope you listen
Text my phone

When we had split that boy i told you
And you ain't tell nobody
I said said i love you
You said you trust mе
I feel we both was lyin'
I'm scared to open up
You gеt it confused wit i ain’t tryin’
Pull up wit my sluddas
Hope you see me
How i'm livin’ now

I don't wanna feel like this no more
I don't wanna feel, like this no more

Chasin' my dreams
All these bitches come with problems
Pick up yo phone
I thought the money make you stay and it did
This ain’t love
No

What am i doin' wrong?
Do you notice me hm
Without my chains on?
You're all i want
All i want

If love is blind
How the fuck it's sposed' to find us?
We gotta try

Nah ion think we supposed to be searching for love
But if you feel you found it don't take it for granted

First thing that you said when we met
I heard about you
Don't lead me on
I seen what they be sayin'
Do you feel alone?
Is it true that you a killer?
Is yo heart cold?
I be tryna smile
I don't know

I don't got no problem
Givin' up on you to find real love
Oh god please lead me
So i can find someone who does
I miss you
I, yo presence all i want

Drugs
Love
Oh
I see now that you ain't mean that shit you promised me
You could've had all of me
But i see now i ain't enough
I ain't trippin' but i ain't heard not one apology

If my words mean a lot
Wait till you see what these racks do
All for yo love i'll slide!
So why the fuck would i try to hurt you
You said yo friends know who i am
Having fans and shit it's new to me
You know ion like goin' out
But i let you influence me

Ion even like readin' these comments
They be talkin' bout like who is he?
Am i supposed to be flawless
I be tryn' not let it bother me
But i'm gettin' used to it
Gettin' bigger as far as i can see
Fuck people i like how music feel
And for you i'll do anything

Disrespect i can't do it we gon get em
Hot head but seen my friends die i miss them
I was in the trenches hidin' the fact that imma thug
Protectin' my image
None of yo business what it was
The point i'm tryna get across
I been hidin' who i am

I ain't have to live like that
Hot headed livin' wrong
My mom say tav where are you?
Had the location off my phone
If i stop thuggin' they still gon wan take my soul

I tried
Yeah
To explain it all in wrong road
Don't nobody wanna hate they self
But it's hard to explain myself

So look, this the last time
I ain't have to do none of the things that i did
But i can't undo it
And i ain't gon try to cause it's who i am
And that's what i speak about today
You know, i get a lot of things off my chest in all my music
And ion need nobody to vouch for me
Even though i know like 100 people that would
And 100 people that could