Solar Fake - Not What I Wanted
It’s not the time to disappear
It still could get worse, but anyway
I’ll take the pills you offer me
I see myself on padded feet
Just take the steps that surely lead me
To place where i can fade out
All the noise that people make
Just leave me
Just leave me out
Don’t touch me
Just leave me out
What did you say?
Where have you gone?
Where are you now?
I want some fun!
Let’s just go out
And bother some strangers
Who can get mad so easily
★ chorus ★
This is not what i wanted
My god, what have we become?
Why haven’t we started?
It’s the play i’ve learnt from my heart
Well, this is a nightmare, but it’s my life
This is not what i wanted
You’re right but could you stop dramatizing what i said?
Got your point but hey, i’m alright
Well, this is a nightmare, but it’s my life
Still got some pride that’s left in me
I know you think i cannot see
You keep myself away from me
At least you try, occasionally
But after all i’m just okay
With everything still in my way
I just don’t care enough today
Yet, i don’t care, i don’t care, i don’t care...
★ chorus ★
This is not what i wanted
It's not what i wanted
This is not what i wanted
This is a nightmare, but it’s my life
This is not what i wanted
It's not what i wanted
This is not what i wanted
This is a nightmare, but it’s my life
★ chorus ★
It's not what i wanted
Not what i wanted
It's not what i wanted
This is a nightmare, but it’s my life
It's not what i wanted
Not what i wanted
It's not what i wanted
This is a nightmare, but it’s my life
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Wake up, it's time And let's cross the red line No more worries, the world's no longer blurry Let's just cut through the wrong connections that pursued us in our whole
Solar Fake - Sick Of You
Have I told you what I really think? Oh, I bet now you can see the link Between the words that come out of your mouth And the void you seem to care about It needs much more
Solar Fake - Wrong Direction
YYou’re asking questions but you never wait until you get my reply And yet I’ll keep on trying to be polite, to wear a decent smile It’s getting harder for me to understand what this is all
Solar Fake - A Bullet Left For You
You said it will get better, so I pretend that time would matter And I don’t plan to hurt you, but I don’t really care what is true I feel like I’m asking for something everlasting But
Solar Fake - Invisible
I never thought you would be the one Cleaning up the mess i’m making And even if the day has just begun I’d really rather wake up when it’s dark And then i try to trick myself
Solar Fake - The Pain That Kills You Too
Come a little bit closer and whisper in my ear What you never wanted anybody else to hear And i really tried to focus, but now i drifted away again For a moment i was clear, but you
Solar Fake - Just Like This
You’re sick of feeling miserable You’re moving but you can’t go Your drink runs to overflow Your mind with thoughts which never grow You’re sick, but still tranquilised
Solar Fake - Too Late
As the rain pours in my head To drown out thoughts And the stream will only stop When I think clear and pull you out I don’t dare to take one step, but I can run And I
Solar Fake - If This Is Hope
It’s the eye of the storm where the rage has gone And nothing can bring no badness to you now But you know, you never seek what’s underneath You’re so tired of only wherefores and
Solar Fake - I Don't Fight Back
I often wonder if there’s just a little thing That most of the good people could do right And then i look into the foolish eyes of kings And i think to myself, well, better luck next