Blue Foster - Drive

I spent 60% of my time today
Trying not to eat 'til it hurts
It's pathological, I'm sure
How illogical to hurt myself so often
I'm impressed
You'll never love me like the next

There's no comradery between us
Like there is between two girls
And though I'm socialized just like a guy
I've never felt like one
I'll be honest
My broad shoulders rarely fit in clothes I want
There's this connection between my weight
And wearing all thе shit I need
But my pain precedes my еating
Just as ground precedes my feet ❲?❳

I have an apology to make
But it's preemptive
I am incentivized ❲?❳ to skip this town
But sure I'll stay for breakfast
I remember when I left you
I was sensitive
May have lost that for a few months

But my chest is ready to explode
And what a shame you had to drive home alone
And when I need you
I will try to keep that dumb shit to myself

I need 50% of your time today
And 20% of your laugh
It's pathological, I'm sure
But how illogical to touch my death ❲?❳
So often I am blessed
But I fear nothing like the rest
Of thoughts I have between the times
That my mind tries to get to rest

And know I'm socialized just like the boys
And girls that are content
Boys felt like they're to blame for some hardship and disconnect ❲?❳
There's this connection between the fact I spend
The other forty freaking out
I don't know how to stop myself
From restless pacing in my house

I have an apology to make
But it's preemptive
I am incentivized ❲?❳ to skip this town
But sure I'll stay for breakfast
I remember when I left you
I was sensitive
May have lost that for a few months

But my chest is ready to explode
And what a shame you had to drive home alone
And when I need you
I will try to keep that dumb shit to myself