ERASER - Stepson

Erase me
Delete me like the pictures on your phone
Sedate me
Forgetting names of people i should know

You know what i've been through, you knew it all from the start
This post-traumatic stress is exactly why i'm falling apart
Forced to suffer and forced into constant pain
I'll try my best to help you fully understand
And i
Can't help that i'm the way i am
And i
Can’t help that i wasn't what you planned
I fucked up, i'm hopeless, i'm hanging by a thread i'm beaten, i'm broken, i wish that i was dead
Erase me
Rеplace me
Delеte me like the pictures on your phone
Sedate me
Can't escape
Forgetting names of people i should know

Make me irrelevant, must be a pessimist, maybe?
Exposing my skeleton, just an experiment, crazy yeah?
Erase me
I've forgotten how to do the things i love
Sinking deeper and deeper into the couch
With no hope or an instinct
Of trying to get out
I'm lost and i'm lonely, this isn't a home
Because i feel like i'm nothing, or so that i'm told
I can, i can't, i can
I fucking want to smile again
But you don't know how it feels
To think you've lost all your friends
Abandoned, discouraged, with nowhere to go
You think you know where to find me? i'll be lost in the smoke

Help me
Find my way out, looking for a way out
Help me
I just can't believe that i'm feeling this way again
You promised me i wouldn't feel anything like i'm detached from emotion?
Help me leave this fucking hell
I'll leave behind this empty shell
What do i do when i don't even believe in myself?
I've lost my fucking mind and it's forever burning in hell
Burn in hell
Erase me
Delete me like the pictures on your phone
Sedate me
Can't escape
Forgetting names of people i should know
Make me irrelevant
Must be a pessimist
Maybe?
Exposing my skeleton
Just an experiment
Crazy yeah?
Erase me
I've forgotten how to do the things i love

Erase me