Ham Sandwich - LIFE

Aye, life isn't what it used to be
Niggas who was hating in the past been actin new to me
But this ain't new to me
You was never crew to me
They was passing on me in the past and now they choosing me

I'm here to stay believe it nigga, you best get used to me
These backstabbers rats and cappers ain't no use to me
Seducing me, tryna take my spirit, they was using me
I'm soon to meet the maker of my demons
Draining all my self esteem and intruding upon my dreaming
I see em scheming to trample on all i got in my region
See me and the opposition could never be in agreement
Conceited creating lesions you see the division deepen

I'm smilling but i'm bleeding
Been a while since i been needed
In a mile, i might be grieving
Bout a child, i buried deep

But if i cry, i might be weak
So i'mma sigh, and lift my feet
Going high's, no easy feat
So i'mma try, and make y'all think

That what it was is what it isn't
Life, aye, putting my soul on debate
Judging my every movement i'm doing
I'm up on the stand and my core on display
The ones who before me don't want me to stay
If they ain't let me in i'll be storming the gates
Who put the mufuckin door in the way?
Give me my wings and i'm soaring away

I'm soaring high
I could send you higher with this fourty five
You stepping unprepared and you'll be sure to die
We balling in the same court, difference is you missing shots, i'm hitting dots
I stayed inside for quarantine, it's scoring time, i'm pouring dimes
And sipping water, bought my bitch a crystal collar
My opps and snitches missile fodder, we opposites from different starters
I used to beef with triple whoppers, nowadays i couldn't be bothered
But disrespect me, i might fuck your wife and kiss your daughter

Tuck her in and diss her father, yuh
I don't see you as a threat
I got green upon my mind, and you got green upon your neck
I got shooters on my side, could spin sierra till it's wet
Ain't a word you say is verified, but you still gettin checked

Life been getting interesting
Since i turned 17 i made a lot of enemies
Never the end of me
I'm spirit bombing with the energy they sending me
Converted hate to passion, and passed it down to my legacy

My dogs wanted to be stars, no legoshi
They said i'd never be far, it's jealously
We keep it pushing, the world favors entropy
And keep putting my lifetime to melodies

Life been getting interesting
Since i turned 17 i made a lot of enemies
Never the end of me
I'm spirit bombing with the energy they sending me
Converted hate to passion, and passed it down to my legacy
My dogs wanted to be stars, no legoshi
They said i'd never be far, it's jealously
We keep it pushing, the world favors entropy
And keep putting my lifetime to melodies