CZKing - All Good :)

Czking, vs. czking
Or versus everybody-

Can’t even begin to concentrate, cannot trust myself, i’m going mad
Everyone drawn in trying to make me dead, i’m meant to cut my neck, don’t want to die so young
City of envy got me lost again, i feel lost again; i’m not at home
Don’t know how to deal with this shit, if i’ll ever leave here, i’m all alone
Mental issues, i’m like name it i got it, voices telling me i’ll be dead, yeah, i got it
Can i be told that it’s in my head, can someone tell me the truth, is she the one?

Na fuck all that
I don’t care for popularity, uni sucked at that
I can actually try to be myself, she wanna fuck on that
But i can’t feel no informer, goobie rat on that
I just wanna boogie solo, pale szlugi solo, top of center car park, bitch you can hear me vibe
Break hearts while barely giving a spark, keep acting emotionless, hoe now how you better hide
I’m entrenched
Haters hating me, call it revenge or vendetta
Cause i’m done with uwe’s suicide meta
Them rich kids, they repeat kids
Money talk, everyone wanna be a go-getta
I talk to one person is like i’m giving a speech
I’m talking shit, don’t even think it’s preach
I’m reading people as i come up to them
Looney tune them
See they suck, i skip, i don’t do them
Sometimes i rude them, sometimes i even act normal
Bitches behave
Ain’t the ket type any longer, fuck your fuckboy rave
You wanna duck boy, cause there’s not much shit i have, so i might take some
You probably gonna fake some
Shake some, for the rockafella
Pretty fella, but i’m virgin forever
Scrap that, i don’t wanna tap that
Glockies wanna tap that, but i ain’t worth the offence
No offence, i’m really that dense
No offence, but he ain’t making a pence
Hence it’s a waste of ammo they say
Pissed off one yungen, now he wanna go off the record
Big man for the record, brudda didn’t mean it
See you’d ask for my name, schizo made me forget my name
Or maybe i’m really that lame
Cause it’s schizo, think i know it
Voices say that it’s a prank, i almost died, how i don’t know it
Speaking so much to myself that it’s a problem, but i turned regrets into ideas
Solo 3 day convo, a million factors, couldn’t stand going illegal
Jumped from 9th floor; thought life can’t get better, although i was confident that i’ll survive
Scared my voices off and learned some lessons, realised there’s never a point in taking my own life
Every city got its story, bristol really had me feeling like it’s the city of envy
In reality it probably wasn’t, but the voices in my head got me feeling tremendous
I had a uni court i went to once and if i went back there, man, i felt like i’m desperate
Man where do i gooooooo

And i found real love, well kinda, it didn’t want me
One time i got a girl’s nationality, guessed her course and name
Same as my mum’s, yet i took her as an easy prey
Must’ve thought i’m a stalker, probably insane
We past, one time i really had to relax, cause i was off the social grid
Bought a lottery ticket, had to find the cutest 7 and beat some hurdles
Done that, then she just emerged
Cutest 7 singing by the shore to a microphone, i came up
Hopeless romantic, got treated like some lame-o
Didn’t wanna settle for a cheek kiss, shouldn’t have asked, but i felt under pressure
Her parents watching too, i thought this one would last forever
So i said fuck that, 2 meter distance, na, fuck that
Fucked that
Should’ve sang but i didn’t feel it, should’ve grabbed her tit through shirt that said “try your luck”
Scratch that, it didn’t work out, feels like a million never been so close, but i guess that’s just my luck
On the real, maybe love just didn’t choose me
I don’t give a fuck, mindset - they lose me
Cause i would choose me
Who’s me, just another young man finding shit out
All coming late, but now that i’m out:
Self love maintaining through all the bullshit, people hate when i’m myself
Fuck that, i don’t really mind it myself, i can stay positive without acting dumb, now that’s my power
Energy only getting better by the hour
But keep listening to bullshit like high school that said i got like 5 clothes and i never took a shower