★ intro ★ I can’t feel anymore I wonder if i ever felt before
★ chorus ★ Where did it all start? where did it all start? Where did it all start? where did it all start?
★ verse ★ Could’ve been when i was six years old I messed everything up Had all the dance moves memorized But i still went into shock
For too long i searched for help But there was none to be found I could not rely on others So i never asked for help
Always had low self-esteem Didn’t deserve confidence Scared to have too much and be A selfish narcissist
Hated being complimented ‘cause i knew it all was fake Never did anything worthy Never earned my birthday cake ★ chorus ★ Where did it go next? what happened next? Where did it go next? what happened next?
★ verse ★ Started dating when i was 13 The numbers added up Jumped from one person to the next Guess that feeling never stuck
At 15 i broke my record Of staying with someone Yeah i should’ve celebrated But instead i felt frustrated
At 18 i was engaged But some things did not sit right Quickly wanting to have kids Not sure if we’d treat them right
At 19, made a new record Stayed together for nine months Yeah i thought everything was fine My friends helped me connect the dots
★ chorus ★ What what what What what what What what what Is up up now Where are you now? What what what What what what What what what Is up up now Where are you now?
★ verse ★ Started eating chicken strips My choices weren’t the best After losing hope many times I flew and left the nest
Started life in a new place The change i faced was rough Fell for someone really quickly But getting friendzoned really sucked
★ bridge ★ Six, seven, eight, nine, ten, let’s count the mistakes i made then 11, 12, 13, the life i lived it was a dream 14, 15, 16, 17, my worst years when i was a teen 18, 19, 20, 21, bad years still come, life ain’t done
★ verse ★ Yeah i know should probably stop Life ain’t all bad, i’ll just shop Buying things won’t make me sane I’m now friends with nick and jane Jane and i get along so-so Every day nick’s my go-go My lungs scream please please no-no My brain says “yes hoe, let’s go”
21, 20, 19, 18, attached to the couch and tv screen 17, 16, 15, 14, couldn’t hold back on making a scene 13, 12, 11, my innocent thoughts went to heaven Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, internal objects i need to fix
★ outro ★ I can’t feel anymore I wonder if i ever felt before I can’t feel anymore I wonder if i ever felt before
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Carlix Rin - Hours {Intro} Hours away, I was thinking of you yesterday And all the things that we used to say Wish I could see you today-ay It’s such a shame Every time that I
Carlix Rin - Yesterday {intro} Yesterday, i saw you for the last time In that light that made you seem so special I don’t know why i thought you were the one I can’t deny i always had
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