Mariah Counts - So When I Die, They Don't Die Too

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I was eight when I gave myself away for the first time
Took 'til twelve to tell my mom

Knew it was wrong
I just wanted to belong to someone

It didn't break me
They just medicated me

But these things they don't define me
Took a lot of work to find me

When they lay me down
When they lay my body in the ground

Please remember
All the things I said to you
So when I die
They don't diе too

I was thirteen
I drowned myself in Avril Lavigne
Said tomorrow it will changе
And be a better day

Then I was sixteen
I lost it all in the fall
Started drinking like my mom
But these things they don't define me
Took a lot of work to find me

When they lay me down
When they lay my body in the ground

Please remember
All the things I said to you
So when I die
They don't die too

When I was twenty-one
I had my first girl
I fell in love

I had another one
She broke my heart
Turned the sadness to art

And now I'm twenty-nine
And I'm doing fine
Everyday I'm writing lines

My OCD
Won't let me be
Cuz that's just me
When they lay me down
When they lay my body in the ground

Please remember
All the things I said to you
So when I die
They don't die too

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