K-Boyd - Rain

(verse 1)

I'm raining tears but when i look in the mirror
I knew i was in some emotional pain
But if i was suicidal
I'd overdose on cocaine to be aware
If my former best friend is listening to this
I'd say i thought you cared when i was there
But you decided to go back to someone i don't like
Because of a fight
I coulda went insane
When i have the right to defend myself
I drained my happiness until i left her without her knowing
I had to repair my rap skills aftеr i left
Then i had to look at the bright sidе to know i can still do it
I just have to share the bullshit i've went through
I don't complain on the shit i write for muthafuckas
Now i ain't wrong for that

(hook)

I'm walking in rain cause i'm in pain
I want to faint somewhere when people are around
But if i never had a brain
I'd be braindead but the pain will keep coming again and again
Then i'd have to seek some help so i can remain in this genre
That i'd still share a lot of shit i've gone through from last year
Because i want other people to be happier than me
(verse 2)

Back when i was in between 3rd to 8th grade
I was bullied for having a toy because i'm autistic
These muthafuckas annoyed me
Because they thought it was a good deed
When i did that part myself
Because they ain't worth my time
Surely i'd employ these muthafuckas with a low pay no wait
I'd destroy them for not having too much good comebacks
After partly roasting them
At least i have a heart to be a good guy
I want to enjoy life instead of being in misery
I want joy to other people as well
I'd say i'm smart enough to not waste my time to someone
Without loyalty currently
I changed my rap name
Because i want a restart on my rap career
Even though i've been in the genre since 2019

(hook)

I'm walking in rain cause i'm in pain
I want to faint somewhere when people are around
But if i never had a brain
I'd be braindead but the pain will keep coming again and again
Then i'd have to seek some help so i can remain in this genre
That i'd still share a lot of shit i've gone through from last year
Because i want other people to be happier than me
(verse 3)

I'm sad and mad when i think about being played
By a lot of fuckas
And am i the bad guy
For leaving someone that made me miserable?
I'd want to be the chad to prove muthafuckas i still got it
I don't fall for tricks like that no more
I test them before i tell the bad to go away
Then i had to quickly not to attract anyone
Because i ain't doing that today or any day
Because i'd rather stick to rap and youtube
Cause i want to show fans on what i got
If i had a chick, i'd stay with them for 6 months plus
Let's add the fact that if i made people's day, i'd be the g.o.a.t
I'm glad i'm back to this shit again
I'm still in the rain