Aistis - Lilac Perfume

Hope the concrete’s okay!
I landed hard on my face
I hope it’s okay!

It ripped your shirt that I saved
And left a permanent stain
A permanent stain...

With soap I scrub it everyday
And yet the stubborn mark remains!
And mocks!
Me next to the coat
The one I lent you in hopes
It’d alchemize pheromones
To create monstrous love
The world would be jealous of
Unhealthy, monstrous, love

But it just reeks of inside jokes
Of disillusionment and notes
That pеrmeate through my room
I blame thе lilac perfume
For caging me in the ruse

Intrusive thought never said:
I wonder who’s in your bed...
I wonder who’s in your bed...

The more I think, it’s not the stain...
It’s that I like saying your name

Too much

Effort to move on?
Oh, who ever would have thought?
It takes effort to move on?

Lonely prodigal son
What is it you’re thinking of?
What is it you’re thinking of?