To RateIn retrospect, i've gleaned
You were exactly how you seemed
But i ignored a lot of things
The times you were inviting me
Betrayed an inconsistency
I'd consciously adjust
Deliberately trust
And write it off as structuring your days
Around disruptive things i knew
And couldn't envy
And i find, when i waste time
I try to convince myself
It was worthwhile
But i find, with you and i
That i was a waste of your time
And you were a waste of mine
And in those little grayscale dreams
At the tail-ends of sleep
I maybe kick your ass or kick your face
But since i'm half-awake in them
I guess that i should take
A little credit for their taking place
And deeper down i've dreamt
That there's a section of arendt
With all these easy-to-parse diagrams
And it makes sense that you'd recommend
A book i only comprehend in dreams
'cause you're impossible to understand
And i find, when i waste time
I try to convince myself
It was worthwhile
But i find, with you and i
That i was a waste of your time
And you were a waste of mine
And they call costly vices finer things
And you have yours
Whiskey and infidelity
I think i'll stick with trust and trading cards
But i've had my fill of complacency
And i find, when i waste time
I try to convince myself
It was worthwhile
But i find, with you and i
That i was a waste of your time
And you were a waste of mine
When i wrote 'how many times'
I was blind to what i would know
In two weeks' time
So i fear, with you, my dear
That you were a waste of my year
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Deerxing - Mirage Mirror
I stare at our creation This beautiful, deceitful bricolage Like thumbtacks and threads on a corkboard On the wall of my garage I'm stumbling backwards Not watching my
Deerxing - Bright
All my best actualization Has been done while I'm failing I'm doing well 'Least my resume is But I've not felt proud Of all that for ages You call
Deerxing - Building
Who am I If I vanished, would you bat an eye I'd like to think I'm something but I haven't earned the right I can't be any of these things 'Cause I'm
Deerxing - Trouble
It's always been a curiosity But I denied myself a place I thought I wasn't worthy I've writhed and thrived in pride and privacy I thought this thought was
Deerxing - Creature Feature
It's time to become the thing You know you like They'll say what they're gonna say But don't you mind You knew this'd happen someday And now you'll
Deerxing - Forager
Maybe through artifice, I can smash artifice Carve a little niche and fish the ice below all of this Maybe I'm a man I know I'm dangerous, and that's for sure But
Deerxing - IV Drip
I sure did not expect this much Coffee turned into taking me out to lunch Oh, am I gonna have to open up Let's not, lest I alarm you Redacting nearly everything I decided
Deerxing - Grayscale Dreams
In retrospect, i've gleaned You were exactly how you seemed But i ignored a lot of things The times you were inviting me Betrayed an inconsistency I'd consciously