★ verse ★ My demons laughing again At the delusion of this illusion Causing mass confusion Got me drinking booze again Living like a fool my man Drugs i choose my friend Did it pass the limit again, hit the ceiling Pop enough pills that kill most humans Snorting anything i can crush down to numb my feelings Hallucinating with my demons They my true friends Living in this hell but everyday i'm right here The weight i can't bare i tried The devil got me trapped in his web it's a lie I did it all the drugs and i'm still not high Fucking why? I overcame my past just to drown in the present My future don't exist I became the man that's a peasant, i grew up to be shit Karma, here's my present I'm just a glitch in this matrix Happiness don't exist, just chemicals that mix Fusing in the mind at the right time I lack it in mine Tell you everything is fine cause i'm high, cause i'm high ★ chorus ★ I hate this life of mine I just want to die Nah i change my mind I love this life of mine Dying to live for the first time I used to live wishing i would die Depression almost took my life Addictions made them all die Why god did i survive? This life of mine Oh, this life of mine
★ verse ★ Evil monkey on my back reminds me i'm not fine That stranger in the mirror, don't trust him he lies I laugh when i should cry, i feel no pain i'm too high I'm not fine Got addicted trying hide from this life of mine I was blind till everyone died Doing the same as me god why did i survive? Flipping something from nothing in the wrong direction That money went quick only two cents is left, shit! The sins of the past has me held back stressing I'm blessed to be here, it's a gift to be alive But inside i want to die Depression all i'm seeing! Trying manifest a meaning to my being! Will i die in vain? Or is the pain for a reason? Threw away today with yesterday's demons Got high, while dying to live, living to die agh! I be toxic and i be a healer! I be a victim and i be a killer! I be the saint and i be the sinner! I hate me yet i love who i be... i'm lawless yet fucked up! an piece of shit ugh ★ chorus ★ I hate this life of mine I just want to die Nah, i change my mind I love this life of mine Dying to live for the first time I used to live wishing i would die Depression almost took my life Addictions made them all die Why god did i survive? This life of mine Oh, this life of mine
Cory Lawless - Light in the Darkness {Intro} Fucked Up... Fucked Up Piece of Shit Stare into the dark long enough you see the light huh? Had to live in the dark to finally see the light shine I see the full
Cory Lawless - Heart Beatin' (Intro) Fuck... Fucked up Fucked up... Fucked up Piece of shit Fucked up... Fucked up Why your heart beating for? You scared! Why your heart beating for? You
Cory Lawless - Life of Mine {verse} My demons laughing again At the delusion of this illusion Causing mass confusion Got me drinking booze again Living like a fool my man Drugs i choose
Cory Lawless - Against the World {Verse} If God is for me? Then who can be against me? Well I feel it’s the world I got the weight of the world on my libra scales And the evil of the world got it
Cory Lawless - PoS {Verse} Yesterday you was ride or die Today you don't know me It's cool to be phony Fake, woke, and judging the real Because they can penetrate your
Cory Lawless - Sink or Swim {Verse} I don't know why the walls are moving, waving at me like they're leaving Me for good, no boundaries, space and time melting all around me I don't know