RYANN - Gay Struggles

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★ verse 1 ★
I want to live in a town filled with troye and olivia fans
‘cause i’m afraid to hold my boyfriends hand when i go on the streets

★ verse 2 ★
I don’t get to close to my male friends because i’m afraid they might think i have a crush on them

★ pre-chorus ★
But please don’t get me wrong ‘cause in the end i’m grateful that i’m allowed to love a boy

★ chorus ★
These struggles shouldn’t exist
All my life i was trained to kill the person that i was born to be
I don’t allow myself to have some fun ‘cause i don’t even know what i, what i truly want

★ verse 3 ★
Now what if someday i dеcide i want to wear an earring
Do my friеnds still want to hang out with me?
I don’t want to take that risk
So i keep on denying who my true self is

★ verse 4 ★
I really try to stop caring about what other people think of me
But how can i do that when all i see are couples on the news getting punished for who they really are

★ verse 5 ★
I feel like i’m not allowed to kiss my boyfriend when i am out on the street
★ pre-chorus ★
But please don’t get me wrong ‘cause in the end i’m grateful that i’m allowed to love a boy

★ chorus ★
These struggles shouldn’t exist
All my life i was trained to kill the person that i was born to be
I don’t allow myself to have some fun ‘cause i don’t even know what i, what i truly want

★ outro ★
And i don’t want children ‘cause i’m afraid my child will be bullied if he’s picked up from school by two dads
And i don’t want to take that risk
So i keep on denying who my true self is

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